The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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She left town next day in a tempest of wrath and indignation, and
something like despair. She said to herself that she would go home,
where no one would dare to insult her. Home! where, indeed, there would
be nobody to insult her, but nobody to care for her; to remark upon her
even in that contemptuous way; to say a word even of reprobation. A
strong sense of injustice was in her soul. I am strongly of opinion that
when any of us commits a great sin, it immediately becomes the most
natural, even normal thing in our own eyes; that we are convinced that
most people have done the same, only have not been found out; and that
the opinion of the world against it is either purely fictitious, a
pretence of superior virtue, or else the result of prejudice or personal
hostility. Patty had not committed any great sin. She had sought her own
aggrandisement, as most people do, but she had gained wealth and
grandeur far above her hopes by nothing that could be called wrong;
indeed, she had done her duty in the position in which Providence and
her own exertions had placed her. It was not her business to look after
the interests of the Piercey family, but to take gratefully what was
given her, which she had the best of right to, because it had been given
her. This was Patty’s argument, and it would be difficult to find fault
with it. And to think that the whole cruel world should turn upon her
for that; all those gentlefolks whom she despised with the full force of
democratic rage against people who supposed themselves her betters, yet
felt to the bottom of her heart to be the only arbiters of social
elevation and happiness, the only people about whose opinion she cared!
She came back to Greyshott in a subdued transport of almost tragic
passion. She would seek them no more, neither their approval nor their
company. She would go back to her own class, to the class from which she
had sprung, who would neither scorn her nor patronise her, but fill
Greyshott with admiring voices and adulation, and make her feel herself
the greatest lady and the most beneficent. She called for Aunt Patience
on her way from the station and carried her back to Greyshott. “You’re
going to stay this time,” she said; “I mean to live in my own way, and
have my old friends about me; and I don’t care that,” and Patty snapped
her fingers, “for what the county may say.”
“The county couldn’t say nothing against your having me with you,
Patty--only right, everybody would say, and you so young, and men coming
and going.”
“Where are the men coming and going?” said Patty; “I see none of them.
I dare say there would be plenty, though, if it wasn’t for the women,”
she added, with a self-delusion dear to every woman upon whom society
does not smile.
“You take your oath of that!” said Miss Hewitt, who was naturally of the
same mind.
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