The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The words and the look worked in Patty’s mind like some strange leaven,
mingling with all her thoughts. She could not at first imagine what they
meant. After a while, when she was relieved by the nurse and went into
another room to rest, instead of going to sleep, as she had, indeed,
much reason to do, she sat down and thought it all over in the quiet. No
constitution--no stamina. Patty knew very well, of course, what these
words meant; it was the application of them that was difficult. Gervase!
He was a little loose in his limbs, not very firmly knit perhaps, with
not so much colour as the rustics around--but he was young, and
healthy, and strong enough. Nobody had ever imagined that he was not
strong. As for being a little soft, perhaps, in the mind, that was
because people did not know him; and even if they did, the mind had
nothing to do with the body, and it was all in his favour, for he did
not worry and vex himself about things as others did. Like other
men--why wasn’t he like other men? He was as tall as most, he was not
crooked or out of proportion, he was----
Did it mean that he might die?
Patty rose from her chair and flung her arms above her head with a cry.
She was not without natural affection; she liked her husband, and was
not dissatisfied with him, except in that matter of going to the Seven
Thorns. She did not object to him because he was a fool; she was fond of
him in a way. But when it suddenly flashed upon her that this might be
the meaning of what the doctor said, it was not of Gervase’s fate that
she thought. Die! and deprive her of what she had made so many efforts
to secure! Die! so that she never, never should be Lady Piercey, should
she live a hundred years! Patty stood for a moment all quivering with
emotion as she first realised this thought. It was intolerable, and not
to be borne. She had married him, coaxed him, kept him in good humour,
given up everything for him--only for this, that he should die before
his father, and leave her nothing but Mrs. Piercey--Mrs. Piercey only,
and for ever! Patty raised her hands unconsciously as if to seize him
and shake him, with a long-drawn breath and a sobbing, hissing “Oh!”
from the very bottom of her heart. She had it in her mind to rush to
him, to seize him, to tell him he must not do it. He must make an
effort; he must live, whatever happened. It was inconceivable,
insupportable that he should die. He must not, should not die before his
father, cheating his wife! She stood for a moment with her hands
clenched, as if she had in reality grasped Gervase by his coat, and then
she flung herself upon her face on the sofa in a passion of wild
weeping. It could not, could not be; it must not be. She would not allow
the possibility. Before his father, who was an old man--leaving all the
honours to--anybody, whoever happened to be in the way, Margaret
Osborne, for anything she knew--but not Patty, not she who had worked
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