The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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And it would not be too much to say that the first feeling of Patty,
when she understood what the old gentleman meant, was one of
consternation. She did not know how to answer him, how to tell him that
she had no such hope. Her lips were closed partly by the tradition of
silence on such subjects which an unsophisticated Englishwoman seldom
surmounts, and partly because she was so utterly astonished and taken
aback by the suggestion. She did not even see the advantage in it, nor
how it placed this feeble old man whose life hung on a thread in her
hands. It was not till after she had left him and was alone, and could
think, that these advantages occurred to Patty; and there was probably
no suggestion of a treacherous kind which it would have seemed to her so
impossible to make use of. The scruples of life are very much things of
circumstance, that seeming quite legitimate and right to one which is
the height of immodesty and indelicacy to another. Patty had one
distinct object in her mind, now that all her hopes were over, which was
to induce her father-in-law, by whatever means were possible, to make a
provision for her. He was really, she felt, the only one to whom she
could now cling, her sole support and protection, and she meant to be
also his protector, to take care of him as he had never been taken care
of before. All this she steadfastly intended, meaning nothing but good
to the ailing and desolate old man; but she also intended that he should
provide for her, as was her right as his son’s wife. Should Sir Giles
die at the present moment, Patty was strongly and painfully aware that
she would be in no way the better for having taken that step which had
seemed so prodigious a one, which had raised her so high above all her
antecedents and belongings, by becoming Gervase Piercey’s wife. She was
Mrs. Piercey, but she was without a penny, poorer by the burden of that
name than Patty Hewitt could ever have been. Her first duty, her first
determination was to be provided for, in whatever manner it might be
most possible to do that. But it is only just to her to say that this
way of influencing her father-in-law, and of moving him to do what she
wished, had never occurred to her, and even when thus suggested it was
very repugnant to her--the last thing she desired to do. But Patty, shut
up in her room of widowhood and mourning, with her cap with its long,
white streamers visible upon the table, and everything black about her,
even the dressing-gown which she had put on to sit by the fire, and her
mind so alert and unfatigued going over everything, speculating how best
to pluck from the nettle danger the flower of safety, could not shut out
the suggestion from her thoughts. It might even yet prove to be so, she
said to herself, blushing hotly, even though she was alone. And if not,
why shouldn’t she permit Sir Giles to think so? It would give him a
great deal of pleasure, poor old gentleman. It would tide him over the
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