The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
And the little group in the great drawing-room in the evening was all
the more cheerful in consequence. It was, to look at, a forlorn group
enough: the old gentleman, more feeble than ever, with Dunning behind
his chair, ready to move it according to his caprice, and the young
widow in her deep crape, a black spot upon the white and gold of the
room. Patty had been requested by Sir Giles to “take that thing off her
head,” and did so obediently in her father-in-law’s presence, though she
was far too determined to do her duty by her dead husband to dispense
with that symbol of grief on any other occasion. They sat with the
backgammon-board between them, playing game after game. There was in
Patty’s mind unutterable relief from the misery and suspense which she
had suffered in Gervase’s lifetime; but other thoughts, scarcely less
anxious, occupied her fully. Yet she talked to the old gentleman with an
endeavour to please and amuse him which was heroic. It was a great
strain upon Patty. She could talk of herself without difficulty; she
could have talked, had she thought it expedient, of her father and aunt,
and their sins against her; she could have talked of Gervase; but these
subjects being all tabooed, it was very hard upon Patty to find anything
to say. She knew nobody whom Sir Giles knew. She could not tell him the
news, for she knew none, except the affairs of the village, which
interested herself, and which she seized on greedily from every possible
channel. But Patty could not talk on any other subject. She had to talk
about the backgammon, to remind him of the wonderful stroke he had
played last night, and the wonderful luck he had always; and how it was
such an amazing chance for her to play, a poor ignorant thing as she
was, with such an accomplished player as dear papa. This was but a
scanty thread to spin through night after night, and had it not been
made up so much of applause it is very doubtful how long it would have
sufficed. But there is nothing of which the ordinary mind can swallow so
much as praise; and when the interest of life is reduced to a game, the
player thinks as much of his lucky chances and his skilful movements as
if it were something of the highest importance; so that, on the whole,
this talk did very well and kept them going. But still Patty had not
ventured to introduce her great subject--that provision for herself
which she felt became more and more important every day; for who could
tell whether any morning Sir Giles might not be found to have passed
away from this life altogether, or to be enclosed in the living tomb of
paralysis, unable to act or devise anything more.
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