The Cup of Trembling, and Other StoriesFoote, Mary Hallock
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The Cup of Trembling, and Other Stories
Foote, Mary Hallock
United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Old lady," cried Henniker the Coxeyite, "have you been stuffing that
boy about his dad as you did the mother about hers?"
"I have told him the truth, partly. The rest, if it wasn't the truth, it
ought to have been," answered Mrs. Meadows stoutly. "I have put the
story right, as an honest man would have lived it. Whatever you've been
doing with yourself these years, it's your own affair, not the boy's nor
mine. Keep it to yourself now. You were too good for them once,--the
mother and the child; they can do without you now."
"That's all right," said Henniker, wincing; "but as a matter of
curiosity let me hear how you have put it up."
"How I have what?"
"How you have dressed up the story to the boy. I'd like to see myself
with a woman's eyes once more."
Mrs. Meadows looked him over and hesitated; then her face kindled. "I've
told him that his father was a beautiful clean man," she said, using
unconsciously the boy's own words, "and rode a beautiful horse, and
saluted his captain so!" She pointed to the corporal of the guard who
was at that moment reporting. "I told him that when the troops went you
had to leave your young wife behind you, and she could not be kept from
following you with her child; and by a cruel mischance you passed each
other on the road, and you never knew till you had got to her old home
and heard she was dead and buried; and you were so broke up that you
couldn't bear your life in the place where you used to be with her; and
you were a sorrowful wandering man that he must pray for, and ask God to
bring you home. You never came near us, Henniker, nor thought of coming;
but could I tell your own child that? Indeed, I would be afraid to tell
him what did happen on that road from Custer station, for fear when he's
a man he'd go hunting you with a shotgun. Now where is the falsehood
here? Is it in me, or in you, who have made it as much as your own life
is worth to tell the truth about you to your son? _Was_ it the truth,
Henniker? Sure, man, you did love her! What did you want with her else?
Was it the truth that they told us at Custer? There are times when I
can't believe it myself. If there is a word you could say for
yourself,--say it, for the child's sake! You wouldn't mind speaking to
an old woman like me? There was a time when I would have been proud to
call you my son."
"You are a good woman, Mrs. Meadows, but I cannot lie to you, even for
the child's sake. And it's not that I don't know how to lie, for God
knows I'm nothing but a lie this blessed minute! What do I care for such
cattle as these?" He had risen, and waved his hand contemptuously toward
his fellow-martyrs. "Well, I must be going. I see they're passin' around
the flesh-pots. We're livin' like fighting-cocks here, on a restaurant
contract. There'll be a big deal in it for the marshal, I suspect."
Henniker winked, and his face fell into the lowest of its demoralized
expressions.
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