The Cup of Trembling, and Other StoriesFoote, Mary Hallock
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The Cup of Trembling, and Other Stories
Foote, Mary Hallock
United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When the Bannock brethren came, late in September, the next year, she
walked the sagebrush paths to their encampment with her young son in her
arms. They looked at the boy and said that it was good; but when they
asked after the father, and Meta told them that he had gone with his
troop to Fort Custer, and that she waited for word to join him, they
said it was not good, and they turned away their eyes in silence from
her shame. The men did, but the women looked at her in a silence that
said different things. Her heart went out to them, and their dumb soft
glances brought healing to her wounds. What sorrow, what humiliation,
was hers that they from all time had not known? The men took little
notice of her after that: she had lost caste both as maid and wife; she
was nothing now but a means of existence to her son. But between her
and her dark sisters the natural bond grew strong. Old lessons that had
lain dormant in her blood revived with the force of her keener
intelligence, and supplanted later teachings that were of no use now
except to make her suffer more.
It was impossible that Mother Meadows should not resent the wrong and
insult to her own child; she felt it increasingly as she came to realize
the girl's unhappiness. It grew upon her, and she could not feel the
same towards Meta, who kept herself more and more proudly and silently
aloof. She was one alone in the house, where no one spoke of the past to
reproach her, where nothing but kindness was ever shown. The kindness
was like the hand of pardon held out to her. Why did they think she
wanted their forgiveness? She was not sorry for what she had done. She
wanted nothing, only Henniker. So she crept away with her child and sat
among the Bannock women, and was at peace with them whom she had never
injured; who beheld her unhappiness, but did not call it her shame.
When she walked the paths across the common, her eyes were always on the
skyward range of hills that appeared to her farther away than
ever,--beyond a wider gulf, now that their tops were white, and the
clouds came low enough to hide them. Often yellow gleams shot out
beneath the clouds and turned the valleys green. It seemed to her that
Henniker was there; he was in the cold, bright north, and the trumpets
called her, but she could not go, for the way was very long. Such words
as these she would sometimes whisper to her dark sisters by the
camp-fire, and once they said to her, "Get strong and go; we will show
you the way."
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