The Cup of Trembling, and Other StoriesFoote, Mary Hallock
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The Cup of Trembling, and Other Stories
Foote, Mary Hallock
United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Henniker's face flushed, but he shuddered as if he were cold.
"Pick her up, for the child's sake, by God!" No man was ever more
ashamed of himself than he as he took out a gold piece and handed it to
the soldier. "Give her this, Billy,--from yourself, you know. I ain't in
it."
Billy looked at Henniker, and then at the gold piece. It was a double
eagle; all that the husband had dared to offer as alms to his wife, but
more than enough to arouse the suspicions that he feared.
"Ain't in it, eh?" thought the soldier. "You knew the woman, and she
knew you. This is conscience money." But aloud he said, "A fool and his
money are soon parted. How do you know but I'll blow it in at canteen?"
"I'll trust you," said Henniker.
The men did not speak to each other again.
"She's one of them Bannocks that camped by old Pop Meadows's place, down
at Bisuka, I bet," said the soldier to himself.
Henniker went on fighting his fight as if it had not been lost forever
in that instant's hesitation. A man cannot bethink himself: "By the way,
it strikes me that was my wife and child we passed on the road!" What he
had done could never be explained without grotesque lying which would
deceive nobody.
It could not be undone; it must be lived down. Henniker was much better
at living things down than he was at explaining or trying to mend them.
After all, it was the girl's own fault, putting up that wretched squaw
act on him. To follow him publicly, and shame him before all the
garrison, in that beastly Bannock rig! Had she turned Bannock altogether
and gone back to the tribe? In that case let the tribe look after her;
he could have no more to do with her, of course.
He stepped into the smoking-car, and lost himself as quickly as possible
in the interest of new faces around him, and the agreeable impressions
of himself which he read in eyes that glanced and returned for another
look at so much magnificent health and color and virility. His spot of
turpitude did not show through. He was still good to look at; and to
look the man that one would be goes a long way toward feeling that one
is that man.
II
It was at Laramie, between the mountains, and Henniker was celebrating
the present and drowning the past in a large, untrammeled style, when he
received a letter from the quartermaster-sergeant at Custer,--a plain
statement until the end, where Henniker read:--
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