Meanwhile, the girls in the rectory had been fully occupied. When their
father went out, they held a council of war together, at which indeed
Mab did not do much more than question and assent, for her mind was not
inventive or full of resource as Cicely's was. It was she, however, who
opened the consultation. "What were you saying to Mr. Mildmay in the
garden?" said Mab. "You told him something. He did not look the same
to-day as he did last night."
"I told him nothing," said Cicely. "I was so foolish as to let him see
that we felt it very much. No, I must not say foolish. How could we
help but feel it? It is injustice, if it was the Queen herself who did
it. But perhaps papa is right--if he does not come, some one else would
come. And he has a heart. I do not hate him so much as I did last
night."
"Hate him! I do not hate him at all. He knows how to draw, and said some
things that were sense--really sense--and so few people do that," said
Mab, thinking of her sketch. "I must have those mites again when the
light is about the same as last time, and finish it. Cicely, what are
you thinking of now?"
"So many things," said the girl, with a sigh, "Oh, what a change, what a
change, since we came! How foolish we have been, thinking we were to
stay here always! Now, in six weeks or so, we must go--I don't know
where; and we must pay our debts--I don't know how; and we must live
without anything to live on. Mab, help me! Papa won't do anything; we
must settle it all, you and I."
"You need not say you and I, Cicely. I never was clever at plans. It
must be all yourself. What a good thing you are like mamma! Don't you
think we might go to Aunt Jane?"
"Aunt Jane kept us at school for three years," said Cicely. "She has not
very much herself. How can I ask her for more? If it were not so
dreadful to lose you, I should say, Go, Mab--she would be glad to have
_you_--and work at your drawing, and learn all you can, while I stay
with papa here."
Cicely's eyes filled with tears, and her steady voice faltered. Mab
threw her arms round her sister's neck. "I will never leave you. I will
never go away from you. What is drawing or anything if we must be
parted?--we never were parted all our lives."
"That is very true," said Cicely, drying her eyes. "But we can't do as
we like now. I suppose people never can do what they like in this world.
We used to think it was only till we grew up. Mab, listen--now is the
time when we must settle what to do. Papa is no good. I don't mean to
blame him; but he has been spoiled; he has always had things done for
him. I saw that last night. To ask him only makes him unhappy; I have
been thinking and thinking, and I see what to do."
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