"Ah, from the Heath?" said Cicely, changing colour a little, and looking
at him with inquiring eyes. What had they done or said, she wondered, to
him? for she could not forget the projected petition to the Lord
Chancellor, which had raised a fallacious hope in their hearts when she
saw Mrs. Ascott last.
"They have a pretty house, and they seem kind people," said Mildmay, not
knowing what to say.
"Yes, they have a pretty house." Cicely looked at him even more
eagerly, with many questions on her lips. Had they said nothing to him?
Had they received him at once as the new rector without a word? Kind!
what did he mean when he said they were kind? Had they, too, without an
effort, without a remonstrance, gone over to the enemy?
"Mr. St. John somewhat rashly introduced me as the new rector," said
Mildmay, "which was very premature; and they knew some relations of
mine. Miss St. John, the Ascotts are much less interesting to me than
our conversation of this morning. Since then my mind has been in a very
confused state. I can no longer feel that anything is settled about the
living."
"Didn't they say anything?" said Cicely, scarcely listening to him;
"didn't they make any objection?" This was a shock of a new kind which
she was not prepared for. "I beg your pardon," she cried; "they had no
right to make any objection; but didn't they say anything at
least--about papa?"
What was Mildmay to answer? He hesitated scarcely a moment, but her
quick eye saw it.
"A great deal," he said eagerly; "they said, as every one must, that
Mr. St. John's long devotion----"
"Don't try to deceive me," said Cicely, with a smile of desperation. "I
see you do not mean it. They did not say anything sincere. They were
delighted to receive a new rector, a new neighbour, young and happy and
well off----"
"Miss St. John----"
"Yes, I know; it is quite natural, quite right. I have nothing to say
against it. Papa has only been here for twenty years, knowing all their
troubles, doing things for them which he never would have done for
himself; but--'Le roi est mort; vive le roi!'" cried the impetuous girl
in a flash of passion; in the strength of which she suddenly calmed
down, and, smiling, turned to him again. "Is it not a pretty house? and
Mrs. Ascott is very pretty too--has been, people say, but I think it is
hard to say, has been. She is not young, but she has the beauty of her
age."
"I take very little interest in Mrs. Ascott," said Mildmay, "seeing I
never saw her till to-day; but I take a great deal of interest in what
you were saying this morning."
"You never saw any of us till yesterday, Mr. Mildmay."
"I suppose that is quite true. I cannot help it--it is different. Miss
St. John, I don't know what you would think of the life I have been
living, but yours has had a great effect upon me. What am I to do? you
have unsettled me, you have confused my mind and all my intentions. Now
tell me what to do."
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