Nothing had happened yet to avert the calamity that was impending.
Everything, on the contrary, seemed preparing for it--leading up to
it--though still Mr. St. John went "into the parish," and still all went
on as usual at the rectory. The curate showed no symptom of feeling
these last days different from any other; but the girls kept looking
forward, and hoping for something, with a hope which gradually fell
sick, and grew speechless--and nothing came.
One day when Mrs. Ascott called, Cicely had got into that state of
exhaustion and strained anxiety when the mind grows desperate. She had
been occupied with the children all day, not able to get free of
them--Annie having finally departed, and Betsy, being too much
displeased at the loss of her sister and subordinate to make any offer
of help. The babies had grown more active and more loquacious under the
changed _régime_, and this, though it was her own doing, increased poor
Cicely's cares. Mab was upstairs preparing for her departure, which was
to be a few days before the general breaking up. Altogether when Mrs.
Ascott came in, fresh and cool out of her carriage, Cicely was not in
the best mood to receive her. She gave the children her work-basket to
play with to keep them quiet, and cleared her own brow as best she
could, as she stood up and welcomed the great lady. How fresh her
toilette was, how unwrinkled her face! a woman altogether at ease, and
ready to smile upon everything. She shook hands with Cicely, and took
her seat with smiling prettiness. "I have come really on business," she
said; "to see if we could be of any use to you, Cicely--in packing or
any of your preparations; and to ask if the time is quite fixed? I
suppose your papa must have heard from Mr. Mildmay, and that all is
settled now?"
"All--settled?" said Cicely, faintly. The words, so softly and prettily
said, went into the girl's heart like a knife; and yet of course it was
no more than she expected--no more.
"The appointment, as you would see, is in the paper to-day. I am so
sorry your papa is going, my dear; but as he must go, and we cannot help
it, at least we have reason to be thankful that we are getting such a
good man as Mr. Mildmay. It will be some little compensation to the
parish for losing Mr. St. John."
"Is it--in the papers?" said Cicely, feeling suddenly hoarse and unable
to speak.
"You feel it, my poor dear child!--of course you must feel it--and so do
we all. There will not be a dry eye in the whole church when Mr. St.
John preaches his farewell sermon. To think that he should have been
here so long--though it is a little consolation, Mr. Ascott says, that
we are getting a thorough gentleman, and so well connected--an admirable
man."
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