Mr. St. John came home, as has been said, before his usual hour, and
went very early to bed. Next morning he rang his bell--the most unusual
sound--and sent word by Betsy that he thought he would not get up. When
Cicely went to him--as she did at once in a fright, for the bell and the
message together produced a great panic in a house quite unaccustomed
(at least, so far as the girls' experience went) to illness--she found
him in a partial doze, his large pale hand, looking very nerveless and
feeble, lying outside the coverlet.
"No, no!" he said, when she roused him; "not very bad; not bad at all;
only tired--and lazy. I have often thought of late that I should like to
lie still some morning; and to-day I have done it. That's all, that's
all, my dear." He would not hear of the doctor being sent for; and
wanted nothing, he declared--nothing but a day's rest. Cicely had to go
downstairs, feigning content with this; but she was far from satisfied.
They talked it over all the morning, but there was little enough to be
made of it. There was no harm in a day's laziness, and nothing but good
in a day's rest; but yet--the girls did not know what to think. Had he
been looking ill lately? they asked each other. But, no! he had not been
looking ill--a little fatigued, perhaps; tired by the hot weather, as he
often was; but just as usual, doing as much as he always did; spending
the whole long day "in the parish;" ready to go out morning or night
when he was called to any one who was sick. "And what so natural as that
he should be tired?" Mab said; "a day's rest will do him good." Cicely,
though she was generally the leader, accepted this decision humbly,
saying nothing for her own part, but feeling a sense of dismay steal
into her mind, she could not tell why; for though it was quite natural
that he should do this, he had never done it before; and an innovation
on habits so long established and firmly fixed was very alarming and
bewildering. But Mab had the coolest judgment of the two, she said to
herself--and no doubt Mab was right.
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