Cicely, my dear!" and then he would drop into long silence, never taking
a book or the newspaper which came in the evening, but sitting quite
still looking round him. The girls did not know, however, that his
parish rounds got shorter; that in several of the cottages he had been
compelled to wait and rest, and that here and there he had seemed to
forget everything around him, falling into a half faint or harmless
trance, from which he would rouse up, and smile upon them, and go on.
This, however, they were not told till long after, when it seemed to
them, that, if they had but known;--but if they had, I don't know what
they could have done.
On the 22nd Mab went to London to Aunt Jane. It was not to be a parting,
for it was arranged that Mr. St. John and the rest of the family were to
go there also on the 25th, and rest for the night, and afterwards start
on their journey to Liverpool; but still the girls were sad enough as
they walked to the station together, Mab's boxes having been sent on
before by Farmer Dent's cart. Their eyes were dim with tears as they
went through the faded heather on the common. "You will have plenty to
fret about," said Mab, "with all you have got to do; and, oh, Cicely, I
beg of you, don't be silly and fret about papa! He feels it, of
course--but he is quite well, as well as you or me." "I hope so, dear,"
said Cicely, meekly, with a tremor in her voice; and when they got to
the station they looked through all the carriages till they saw in one a
middle-aged homely woman, whose box, labelled for "London," was being
put in, under the seat. Then Cicely established Mab in the opposite
corner. It was the best that could be done for her, for no one could be
spared to go with her, even could they have afforded the expense. Cicely
walked home alone, feeling as if the world had suddenly grown dark and
lonely round her. Mab had set out upon life, and she for her part was
returning to hers--to the tradespeople, who were all to be paid so much,
out of the fifty pounds which the curate had to receive, and to the
babies, who had no one to look after them but herself, and to her father
with that bewildered look in his eyes. Next morning the auctioneer was
coming to begin his inventory, and arrange the business of the sale,
though the actual auction did not commence until twelve o'clock on
Thursday, the day they were to leave.
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