"Papa?" Cicely gave the girl one frightened beseeching look, and then
flew downstairs, her feet scarcely touching the steps. Why was he up so
early? Why was he vexing himself with those men, and their preparations,
making himself miserable about nothing, when there were so many real
troubles to bear? The men were standing in a little knot by the study
door, which was half open. "What do you want with me? What is it?"
They were confused; one of them put forward another to speak to her, and
there was a little rustling, and shuffling, and changing of position,
which permitted her to see, as she thought, Mr. St. John sitting, facing
the door, in his usual chair. "Ah! it is papa who has come down, I
see--thank you for not wishing to disturb him. I will tell him," said
Cicely, passing through the midst of them with swift light youthful
steps.
"Don't let her go! Stop her, for God's sake!" cried one of the men, in
subdued confused tones. She heard them, for she remembered them
afterwards; but at that moment the words conveyed no meaning to her. She
went in as any child would go up to any father. The chair was pushed
away from the writing-table, facing towards the door, as if he had been
expecting some one. What surprised Cicely more than the aspect of his
countenance, in which at the first glance she saw no particular
difference, was that he had upon his knees, folded neatly, a woman's
cloak and hat--her mother's cloak and hat--which had remained in his
room by his particular desire ever since Hester died.
"Papa, what are you doing with these?" she said.
There was no reply. "Papa, are you asleep?" cried Cicely. She was
getting very much frightened, her heart beating against her breast. For
the moment some impulse of terror drove her back upon the men at the
door. "He has gone to sleep," she said, hurriedly; "he was tired, very
much tired last night."
"We have sent for the doctor, miss," said one of the men.
"Papa, papa!" said Cicely. She had gone back to him paying no attention
to them; and then she gave a low cry, and threw herself on her knees by
his side, gazing up into his face, trembling. "What is the matter?" said
the girl, speaking low; "what is it, papa? Where were you going with
that hat and cloak? Speak to me; don't sit there and doze. We are to go
away--to go away--don't you remember, to-day?"
Some one else came in just then, though she did not hear. It was the
doctor, who came and took her by the arm to raise her. "Run away, my
dear; run upstairs till I see what is to be done," he said. "Somebody
take her away."
Cicely rose up quickly. "I cannot awake him," she said. "Doctor, I am so
glad you have come, though he would not let me send yesterday. I think
he must be in a faint."
"Go away, go away, my dear."
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