"Why, of course you can teach," said Mab, consoling her, "a great deal
better than I can. I get impatient; but you shan't teach; I am the
brother and you are the sister, and you are to keep my house."
"That was all very well," said Cicely, "so long as there was only us
two; but now look," she cried pointing to the two children lying over
one another in the light, asleep, "there is _them_--and papa----"
"They are delightful like that," cried Mab starting up; "oh, quick, give
me that portfolio with the paper! I must try them again. Just look at
all those legs and arms!--and yet they are not a bit pretty in real
life," cried Mab in the fervour of her art, making a fine natural
distinction.
Cicely handed her all she wanted, and looked on with wondering
admiration for a moment; but then she shook her head slightly and
sighed. "You live in another world," she said, "you artists. Oh, Mab, I
don't want to disturb you, but if you knew how unhappy I am----"
"What is the matter? and why should you be more anxious than papa is?"
cried Mab busy with her charcoal. "Don't make yourself unhappy, dear.
Things always come right somehow. I think so as well as papa."
"You don't mind either of you so long as you have---- Oh, you don't know
how bad things are. Mab! we are in debt."
Mab stopped her work, appalled, and looked her sister in the face. This
was a terrible word to the two girls, who never had known what it was
to have any money. "In debt!" she said.
"Yes, in debt--do you wonder now that I am wretched? I don't know even
if papa knows; and now he has lost even the little income he had, and we
have given up our situations. Oh, Mab! Mab! think a little; what are we
to do?"
Mab let her chalk fall out of her hand. She went and knelt down by
Cicely's side, and put one soft cheek against another as if that would
do any good. "Oh, how can I tell?" she said with tears in her eyes. "I
never was any good to think. Is it much--is it very bad? is there
anything we can do?"
Cicely shed a few tears over the butcher's book which was uppermost. "If
we were staying here for ever," she said, "as we were all foolish enough
to think when we came--we might have paid it with a struggle. I should
have sent away those two maids, and tried to do everything myself."
"Everything, Cicely?" Mab was as much appalled at the thought of life
without a Betsy, as a fine lady would be denuded of her establishment.
The want of a maid-of-all-work represents a dreadful coming down in
life, almost more than a greater apparent loss does. Her countenance
fell, the corners of her mouth took a downward curve, and her pride
received a crushing blow. Yet if you consider what Betsy was, the loss
was not deadly. But as usual it was not the actual but the sentimental
view of the case which struck the girls.
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