And he shuffled on through the dust of the highroad, quickening his
pace. His step had been the long, firm, manly step of a man still young,
till they met with this interruption. But poor Mr. St. John fell into a
shuffle when he met the grocer. His cheek got a hectic flush; he shrank
visibly; his knees and his elbows grew prominent. He did not speak again
till they had got beyond the village. Then he drew breath, and his
natural outline came slowly back. "You will find much hardness among the
people," he said; "Heaven forbid that I should blame them, poor souls:
they live hardly, and have hardness to bear from others; but when any
question arises between them and one who has unfortunately the
niceties--the feelings--that we are brought up to----" (the curate
stopped); "and I never was used to it," he said, as if to himself, in a
low voice.
What did it all mean? the new rector said to himself. I think it was
easy enough to divine, for my part; but then the rector was young, and
had always been well off, and it did not occur to him that a grocer,
simply as grocer, could have any power over a clergyman; more and more
he felt convinced that some drama, some domestic tragedy, must be
connected with the St. Johns, and he felt more and more eager to find it
out. They went to the station, and sent a boy to the rectory with
Mildmay's portmanteau, and then they strayed home by the common, across
which the setting sun threw its very last slanting arrow of gold.
"This is delightful!" said Mildmay. "What freedom! what breadth of
atmosphere! One feels oneself on the moors, in the great, ample world,
not shut in by walls and houses."
"No, there is little of these," said the curate; "and it is very
healthy, I have always understood: the common is what my girls love. But
I don't see them coming." He arched his hand over his eyes as a defence
against the light, as he looked along the road for his daughters. Mr.
St. John had quite recovered himself. I don't think that even the name
of Wilkins would have discouraged him now. In the warm and balmy air he
took off his hat, holding up his venerable bare head to the sky. It was
a head which might have served for that of an old saint. His white hair
was still thick and abundant, his eyes full of soft light, his
expression tranquil as the evening. "I have come here in many troubles,"
he said, "and I have always been refreshed. I don't pretend to know much
about art, Mr. Mildmay, but nature is always soothing. Greenness cools
the eyes whether it is study or tears that have fevered them. But I
wonder what has become of the girls."
Mildmay was charmed by the meditative turn his companion's remarks had
taken, but the question about the girls embarrassed him.
"I am afraid," he said, "that my intrusion has perhaps given Miss St.
John some trouble."
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