"It used to be sweet to me, standing here, to see the lights in the
girls' rooms," he said once more. The soft tranquillity of his tone
suited the still twilight, the pensive silent plain. It was too still
for sorrow, nor was there any touch of unhappiness in the gentle voice.
Young Mildmay uncovered too, and stood wondering, reverent, with a swell
of sympathy in his heart. Some men would have felt with anguish the
unspeakable separation between the mother under the dews and the
twinkle of the lights in her children's windows; but Mr. St. John was
not of that mind. Yet, somehow, to have this stranger here made his loss
seem fresher to him. "Cicely is very like her mother," he said, and
touched the cross softly with his hand as if caressing it, and turned
away. Mr. Mildmay could see that there were two paths up the mound to
the white gate, and the meaning of them struck him vividly--one was that
by which they had just come from the common, the other led down straight
to the rectory. His heart was more touched than I can say, by the gentle
fidelity, consoled and calm, yet always tender, which had worn that
double line through the grass.
Mr. St. John, however, made a hesitating pause at a corner before he
took this second way home. "My other poor wife, poor Mrs. St. John, lies
there; but that I can show you to-morrow," he said, in his gentle
unchanged voice, and quietly went on to the gate, leading the way.
"Supper will be ready," the curate continued, when they emerged again
upon the turf. "We live a very simple primitive life here; our meals are
not arranged quite as yours are, but it comes to the same thing. In
short, whatever seeming differences there are, all ways of living come
to much the same thing."
Did they so? Mr. St. John's meaning was of the simplest. He meant that
whether you called your latest meal dinner or supper did not matter
much; but his companion gave it a broader sense. With a jar of laughter
in his mind that broke up the reverential respect of the previous
moment, he followed his simple host into the house, which by-and-by was
to be his own house. Poor Mrs. St. John, who was not the mother of the
girls; whose grave could be shown to-morrow; for whose sake these paths
had not been worn across the grass; the stranger gave her her little
meed of human notice in that smothered laugh. Poor Miss Brown!
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