This was all she could get from him; and, oh, how glad he was when he
was permitted to go to bed, and be done with it! He could not tell what
to do--anything he had ever done had been done for him (if it is not a
bull to say so), and he had no more idea what independent step to take
in this emergency, than one of the little boys had, to whose room he
paid a half-surreptitious visit on his way to his own. Poor little
souls! they were surreptitious altogether; even their father felt they
had no right to be there in his daughters' way. He went in, shading his
candle with his hand, not to disturb the slumbers of Annie, the little
nursemaid, and approached the two little cots on tip-toe, and looked at
the two little white faces on the pillows. "Poor little things," he said
to himself. Miss Brown was well out of it; she had escaped all this
trouble, and could not be called to account, either for the babies, or
those debts, which thus rose up against her in judgment. A dim giddiness
of despair had made Mr. St. John's head swim while his daughter was
questioning him; but now that the pressure was removed he was relieved.
He sighed softly as he left the subject altogether, and said his
prayers, and slept soundly enough. Neither the debts nor the babies
weighed upon him--at least "no more than reason;" he was quite able to
sleep and to forget.
When Mr. Mildmay came downstairs next morning, and looked in at the open
door of the dining-room, he saw Cicely "laying the cloth" there, putting
down the white cups and saucers, and preparing the breakfast-table with
her own hands. He was so much surprised at this, that he withdrew
hastily, before she perceived him, with an uneasy sense that she might
not like to be caught in such an occupation, and went to the garden,
where, however, he could still see her through the open windows. He was
not used to anything of the kind, and it surprised him much. But when he
got outside he began to reflect, why should she be ashamed of it? There
was nothing in the action that was not graceful or seemly. He saw her
moving about, arranging one thing after another, and the sight made
somehow a revolution in his mind. He had been in the habit of thinking
it rather dreadful, that a man should expose his wife--a lady--to be
debased into such ignoble offices, or that any gentlewoman should have
such things to do. This was the first time he had ever seen domestic
business of a homely kind done by a lady, and my _dilettante_ was
utterly annoyed at himself, when he found that, instead of being hurt
and wounded by the sight, he liked it! Terrible confession! He went up
and down the garden walks, pretending to himself that he was enjoying
the fresh air of the morning, but actually peeping, spying, at the
windows, watching Miss St. John arrange the breakfast. She had not seen
him, but, quite unconscious of observation, absorbed in her own
thoughts, she went on with her occupation. There were more things to do
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