CICELY'S APPEAL.
Cicely St. John was not in the least beautiful. The chief charm she had,
except her youthful freshness, was the air of life, activity, and
animation which breathed about her. Dulness, idleness, weariness,
langour were almost impossible to the girl--impossible, at least, except
for the moment. To be doing something was a necessity of her nature, and
she did that something so heartily, that there was nothing irritating in
her activity. Life (but for bills and debts, and the inaction of others)
was a pleasure to her. Her perpetual motion was so easy and pleasant and
harmonious, that it jarred upon nobody. When she came out, suddenly
stepping from the dining-room window, all the sweetness of the morning
seemed to concentrate in this one figure, so bright, so living, so full
of simple power; and this, after the sombre agitation and distress in
which she had been enveloped on the previous night, was the most
extraordinary revelation to the stranger, who did not know Cicely. He
could scarcely believe it was the same, any more than a man could
believe a sunshiny, brilliant summer morning to be the same as the
pallid, rainy troubled dawn which preceded the sunrising. Cicely had
been entirely cast down in the evening; every way of escape seemed to
have closed upon her; she was in despair. But the night had brought
counsel, as it so often does; and to-day she had risen full of plans and
resolutions and hopes, and was herself again, as much as if there were
no debts in her way, as if her father's position was as sure and stable
as they had all foolishly thought it. The moment she came into this
little group in the garden its character changed. Two poor little
startled babies gazing at a man who understood nothing about them, and
gazed back at them with a wonder as great as their own, without any
possible point on which they could come into contact: this is what the
curious encounter had been. Mildmay, as thinking himself much the most
advanced being, smiled at the children, and experienced a certain
amusement in their bewildered, helpless looks; yet he was not a bit
wiser in knowledge of them, in power to help them, in understanding of
their incomplete natures, than they were in respect to him. But when
Cicely stepped out, the group grew human. Whatever was going to be done,
whatever was necessary to be done, or said, she was the one capable of
doing or saying. Her light, firm step rang on the gravel with a meaning
in it; she comprehended both the previously helpless sides of the
question, and made them into a whole. Her very appearance had brightness
and relief in it. The children (as was natural and proper) were swathed
in black woollen frocks, trimmed with crape, and looked under their
black hats like two little black mushrooms, with their heads tilted
back. Cicely, too, possessed decorous mourning for poor Mrs. St. John;
but at home, in the morning, Mab and she considered it sufficient in the
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