"Oh, I beg your pardon, Mr. Mildmay. I had no right to inquire into your
motives at all."
Mildmay was not vain; but he was a young man, and this was a young woman
by his side, and it was she who had begun a conversation much too
personal for so slight an acquaintance. When he thought of it, it was
scarcely possible to avoid a touch of amiable complacency in the
evident interest he had excited. "Nay," he said, with that smile of
gratified vanity which is always irritating to a woman, "your interest
in them can be nothing but flattering to me--though perhaps I may have a
difficulty in understanding--"
"Why, I am so much interested! Mr. Mildmay!" cried Cicely, with her eyes
flashing, "don't you think if any one came to you to take your place, to
turn you out of your home, to banish you from everything you have ever
known or cared for, and send you desolate into the world--don't you
think you would be interested too? Don't you think you would wonder over
him, and try to find out what he meant, and why this thing was going to
be done, and why--oh, what am I saying?" cried Cicely, stopping short
suddenly, and casting a terrified look at him. "I must be going out of
my senses. It is not that, it is not that I mean!"
Poor Mildmay looked at her aghast. The flash of her eyes, the energy of
her words, the sudden change to paleness and horror when she saw how far
she had gone, made every syllable she uttered so real, that to pass it
over as a mere ebullition of girlish temper or feeling was impossible;
and there was something in this sudden torrent of reproach--which,
bitter as it was, implied nothing like personal, intentional wrong on
his part--which softened as well as appalled him. The very denunciation
was an appeal. He stood thunderstruck, looking at her, but not with any
resentment in his eyes. "Miss St. John," he said, almost tremulously, "I
don't understand. This is all strange--all new to me."
"Forget it," she said hastily. "Forgive me, Mr. Mildmay, when I ask your
pardon! I did not think what I was saying. Oh, don't think of it any
more!"
"There is nothing to forgive," he said; "but you will tell me more?
Indeed I am not angry--how could I be angry?--but most anxious to know."
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