The curate looked up from his letter with a faint sigh, and pushed away
the second egg which he had taken upon his plate unconsciously.
"Cicely," he said, "this is a startling letter, though perhaps I might
have been prepared for something of the kind. Mr. Chester's relations,
my dear, write to say that they wish to sell off the furniture." Mr. St.
John gave a glance round, and for a moment his heart failed him. "It is
sudden; but it is best, I suppose, that we should be prepared."
"It was to be expected," said Cicely, with a little gasp. She grew
paler, but exerted all her power to keep all signs of emotion out of her
face.
"Sell the furniture?" said Mab, with a laugh. "Poor old things! But who
will they find to buy them?" Mab did not think at all of the inevitable
departure which must take place before Mr. Chester's mahogany could be
carried away.
"You will think it very weak," said poor Mr. St. John, "but I have been
here so long that even the dispersion of the furniture will be something
in the shape of a trial. It has seen so much. Of course, such a
grievance is merely sentimental--but it affects one more than many
greater things."
"I did not know that you had been here so long," said Mildmay.
"A long time--twenty years. That is a great slice out of one's life,"
said Mr. St. John. (He here thought better of a too hasty determination,
and took back his egg.) "Almost all that has happened to me has happened
here. Here I brought your mother home, my dears. Cicely is very like
what her mother was; and here you were born, and here----"
"Oh, papa, don't go on like that odious Jessica and her lover, 'On such
a night!'" said Cicely, with a forced laugh.
"I did not mean to go on, my dear," said the curate, half aggrieved,
half submissive; and he finished his egg with a sigh.
"But I wonder very much," said Mildmay, "if you will pardon me for
saying so, why, when you have been here so long, you did not take some
steps to secure the living. You must like the place, or you would not
have stayed; and nobody would have been appointed over your head; it is
impossible, if the circumstances had been known."
"My dear sir," said the curate, with his kind smile, "you don't think I
mean to imply any grudge against you? That would shut my mouth
effectually. No, there are a great many reasons why I could not do
anything. First, I did not know till a few days ago that the rector was
dead; he should have sent me word. Then I have grown out of acquaintance
with all my friends. I have not budged out of Brentburn, except now and
then to town for a day, these twenty years; and, besides all this," he
said, raising his head with simple grandeur, "I have never asked
anything from anybody, and I hope I shall end my life so. A beggar for
place or living I could never be."
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