The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed brideSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed bride
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Catherine had a powerful coadjutor in her good work. It was the sorrow
in Carolyn’s heart. And ah, who could sound the depth of that sorrow?
Loving as passionately as she had loved! Sinning against that love as
cruelly as she had sinned! Punished for her sin as terribly as she was
punished! And now ruined and hideous in person, and wrecked and
despairing in mind, to whom could she cry in her sharp agony but to
God?—her Creator and Father!—Whose arm was strong enough to lift her
from that horrible pit but God’s—but God’s? And the All-Powerful, the
All-Merciful, was helping her every day.
The great strength, the great vitality of her sorrow, was the thought of
Archer Clifton. Could she have hoped for a reconciliation with him,
however distant, all else might have been borne. But with that death’s
head of hers, such joy might never be hoped—ought never to be wished.
No, she was as the leper, set apart from human love—at least from
conjugal and maternal love—forever and forever! This was hard—this was
well nigh intolerable!
She would no more grace the saloon with her surpassing loveliness—the
pride of her family—the ornament of their house. Her heart would no more
swell with exultation, when, on entering the drawing-room, in the full
glory of her peerless beauty, she would hear a murmur of admiration pass
through the company. No. If she should ever enter a saloon again, she
would make a tremendous sensation, truly—but it would be one of
astonishment, pity, and perhaps disgust. And that thought was dreadful,
dreadful to the proud young belle! But oh! it was as nothing to the
feeling that her household gods were broken and ruined forever—that her
hopes of domestic happiness were gone forever! For underneath all the
pride and vanity and scorn of the young belle had been the woman’s
thought, the woman’s hope of the coming long, calm days of wife and
mother joy. Yea, as surely as under the burnished satin boddice had beat
the heart of flesh! But all these were over now; the proud, vain
aspirations of the belle, and the woman’s deeper, purer hopes! Both
crushed by one fell blow! All was lost in the world! Nothing was left
but Heaven!
“If God would take
A heart that earth had crushed.”
Many are driven by the storms of life to the Heavenly Father’s bosom. It
is for this that the tempests of sorrow are sent, and the sooner that
Divine sanctuary is sought, the better, for hard and harder will beat
the storm until its end is answered. And too often all is lost, or seems
lost, before we consent to save ourselves. With Carolyn, all the
treasures of her youth were gone,—health and beauty, love and hope.
Something like this she breathed to Catherine, in a weak, despairing
mood,—for only in a miserably depressed state of mind and body would the
proud girl deign to complain.
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