The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed brideSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed bride
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“I let them talk, Catherine, for if they _really_ have any hopes of my
recovery, I do not wish to destroy those hopes by telling what I know,
and if they only talk so to cheer me, why even then I do not like to
make them sad by not seeming to believe them. And yet, and yet, perhaps
I ought to tell Frank; perhaps I will!”
Catherine devoted herself to the service of the invalid, laboring
zealously for her spiritual as for her bodily good, indeed, the girl
glided into the performance of such duties as naturally as if she felt
herself especially called to the work, born for the work. The selfish
wish for her own comfort and pleasure had never been very strong in the
heart of Catherine; and within the last two years it seemed to have
expired. She lived only for the good of others. She had grown to believe
that there was no individual happiness for herself, except in the
service of others. Young hope had died out in her heart, she was
resigned. She adopted the submissive words of Mary and her Son, and
said, within her heart, in deepest sincerity—
“Behold, the handmaid of the Lord.” “Not my will, but Thine, oh God.”
Zuleime was lifted from the bed to the easy-chair every morning, and
calmly and profoundly the invalid enjoyed those glorious summer
mornings. But she was failing very fast. She grew very anxious for the
coming of her sister; but, unwilling to disturb any one by her anxiety,
she confided it only to Kate. They had not heard from Major Clifton
since the letter announcing his expected embarkation. They justly
supposed him to be on his voyage home, accompanied by Carolyn, and were
now daily looking for a letter announcing their landing, and their
speedy arrival home. The middle of June passed, and no letter had come.
The first of July arrived, but brought no news of the voyagers.
“Oh, if they had come when they promised, they might have seen me before
I died—but I cannot hold out much longer, Kate. I feel as if the longing
to meet Carolyn again had kept me up as by the excitement of
expectation, but, Kate, I feel very weary, very much inclined to droop,
yet know if I should give way I should drop into the arms of Death. I
wish they would come. I want to see Carolyn. I want to see her happiness
with my own eyes. And then it is not for myself—for if I die before she
comes, Carolyn will take it very much to heart to know that her poor
little sister had been found and had died—so inopportunely, just before
she had got home. I wish they would come.”
The second week in July arrived—with three days of cloud, and rain, and
gloom. Zuleime could not leave her bed for her favorite seat at the
window, but Catherine served her with more love and zeal than ever. The
family had as yet received no news of the travelers, and though they
daily grew more anxious, there was no foreboding in their anxiety.
Sea-voyages at that day were of such uncertain length. All was no doubt
well.
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