The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed brideSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed bride
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
When prayers were over, and the servants dismissed, Catherine attended
Mrs. Clifton to her chamber, and assisted her with affectionate care
until she had retired to bed. Then, after receiving the lady’s parting
kiss, she hastened into her own chamber, threw herself upon the bed, and
gave way to a long-pent burst of sorrow. Within the last three years
Catherine had seen much sickness, death, and bereavement—one after
another of her associates or relations had faded and fallen, and she had
mourned their loss; and her life had taken a sombre hue, and sunken into
a depressed tone. But that this beloved friend, this kind benefactress,
this dear, dear companion—this more than mother, sister, _all_ to her
heart—should pass away from the earth and be seen no more! Oh! it
brought a sense of desolation that threw a shadow and a chill over all
the future—over even the bright hopes shining in the distance. And then
the identity of the love she bore mother and son together forced itself
upon her heart. And she felt that a union with the son could not give
her perfect content, unless the mother were there to share her love and
service, and to participate in their happiness. Without that mother’s
presence, their plan of life would be unfinished—their circle of love
incomplete. And oh! came the sharp, agonizing question, how could she
ever bear to lose the light, and warmth, and strength, imparted daily,
hourly, from that dear face—that face which had never looked on her but
in affection—that face, the very image of Clifton’s own, except that it
was sweeter, holier, and never, never harsh—how could she ever bear to
lose her sweet resting place on that more than maternal bosom—that bosom
on which she could ever lay her aching head, or aching heart, in perfect
peace and confidence, sure of being understood, sure of being
sympathized with? Oh! life would be darkened indeed when she should pass
away. The sense of sorrow was so sharp, so agonizing, that the girl
could have thrown herself upon the floor—could have wrestled with
Heaven, in wild prayer, that this life might be saved, and this sharp
anguish spared her. But Catherine was habitually self-restrained, and
she bore this mental anguish as she would have endured severe physical
pain—in silence, in patience, until her soul was subdued to the meekness
of resignation. And then prayer brought comfort.
And she met the lady in the morning with a cheerful countenance. And
they spent the day as usual.
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