The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed brideSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The curse of Clifton : $b or, the widowed bride
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“It is precisely because he is so active, intelligent and faithful, that
I am unwilling to deprive you of his services, Catherine—I beg your
pardon—_Mrs. Clifton_,” he corrected himself, suddenly changing his
involuntarily relenting manner into the old sarcasm and scorn.
“Oh, call me Catherine, please call me Catherine,” she said, losing half
her reserve.
“Why? Do you dislike the other name?”
“No—I like it. I am proud of it—not because it is a high, haughty name,
but because it is _yours_. When other people call me ‘Mrs. Clifton,’ my
heart springs with pride and joy, but when you call me so—”
“Ah, now, do not let us grow sentimental, madam! I prefer to call you
Mrs. Clifton because I think that the fancied dignity for which you have
toiled and plotted so long, and patiently, and successfully, should be
constantly brought to your mind.”
With a deprecating, imploring gesture, and a brow crimsoned until the
purple veins started out, Catherine, pierced by this keen sarcasm, sank
into a chair.
Unpityingly, he added—
“And now, Mrs. Clifton, I really must entreat you to excuse me. I expect
Turnbull here, every instant, to have a talk about the stock.”
Catherine arose, trembling, and left the room; one agonized complaint
bursting from her tortured bosom—
“Oh, I would to Heaven this were over—some way!”
He looked after her, with a countenance convulsed with sorrow, groaning—
“_And so would I!_ And so would I to God that this were over—_somehow_!
Oh!” he thought, rising again, and pacing the floor—“there is nothing in
life so humiliating to an honorable-minded man, as to love and live with
a perfidious woman—to be daily tempted by his own heart and her
blandishment, to become her dupe and his own scorn! To be hourly on the
brink of clasping just so much proved treachery as her form conceals, to
a half loving, half loathing bosom! Serpents! Yes, I dreamed of a
serpent, last night:—methought I was in the forests of Brazil, and the
fatal cobra-di-capello had coiled itself around my neck, and raised its
horrid head to mine, and I went to snatch the deadly reptile away, and
found it to be only Catherine’s gentle arms and noble face. Devils!
Never did a demon hide itself under a more deceptive form and face!—with
that saint-like blending of nobility and meekness in her countenance.
Every time she talks with me, she brings me to the very brink of
abjuring my sincere convictions. I must get away from this place, or my
mind will become unsettled, deranged. I must hasten my departure, and in
the meantime, she shall not talk with me again. She shall not cross the
threshold of this room again, or if she does, she shall meet with such a
reception that she shall speedily retire.” And so, torn with passion, he
walked and raved, while Catherine sought her room, and threw herself
upon the bed, giving way to a burst of tears and sobs, and crying, in
wild rebellion—
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