Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Her grief had a depth of wild pathos in it that won conviction of its
reality; her sadness was plaintive in its expression as the notes of a
night-bird, when it has no listeners but the quiet stars and motionless
leaves. Her joy was that of a child, wayward and mischievous sometimes,
at others full of graceful wit. But these moods seldom came to brighten
her monotonous existence.
Elsie Ford’s insane life had been, of late, mournfully poetic, helpless,
and gentle. She was possessed by broken fancies and yearning desires for
some far-off object, which she mentioned vaguely and with a confused
strain of affection, always speaking of HIM, but without name. She would
shrink back with a sort of terror when any one inquired directly who
this being was, who wove his memory with her thoughts forever, and yet
seemed a myth even to her.
This gentle frame of mind had come upon Elsie after Catharine had given
up so much of her own life in her behalf. It is not remarkable that a
young creature who had been herself friendless, came to love this woman,
almost as if she had been the child in years that she had become in
mind. Elsie returned this affection in her own wild way, giving through
her heart the love and obedience which her brain could neither
understand nor control.
This change in the condition of Elsie Ford led to a yearning desire in
her aged parents to have her once more under their own roof. It was
admitted by the physician that a residence at home might prove
beneficial to a patient who seemed to be gradually collecting her stray
thoughts into form under the loving guidance of her nurse.
This decision with regard to Elsie Ford had been made about the time of
Mrs. Barr’s death, and the old people, by message and letter, made a
pathetic appeal to Catharine, beseeching her to take up her abode with
them, and still act as a guardian angel to their daughter.
Catharine remembered the dying counsel of her friend, and gladly
accepted the position. Indeed, Elsie Ford was now the only human being
who seemed to connect her with the world. So she followed this one
object of her love, not as a nurse,—that was unnecessary now,—but with
the devotion of a child, or a younger sister, kindly giving up her own
life to another.
Thus, from her long residence in the Insane Asylum, Catharine came with
her patient to make a new home on the Island.
It was like Paradise, that serene abode, full of quietness, and
surrounded with the fresh luxuriance of spring. After the hushed turmoil
of an insane asylum, where the atmosphere was heavy with suppressed
groans, and wild cries sometimes broke the midnight stillness, the
repose of this old house was indeed Heaven.
The old people, with their refined simplicity, so still and almost
caressing in every word and movement, were in gentle harmony with the
place. For the first time in her life, Catharine breathed with a deep,
full sense of enjoyment.
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