Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“All at once, I heard a footstep on the gravel-walk; and, through my
tears, I saw a figure coming toward me, glistening white and pure
through the moonshine. My heart leaped; my breath stopped. Could it be
my lost love coming to say farewell?
“Hoping this, and faint with expectation, I waited for that white figure
to draw nearer. It came swiftly; I saw the face, and my heart fell back;
the breath left my lips in a moan. It was Louisa Oakley. She saw me in
the arbor, and came forward with a glad look upon her face. I was in the
shadow, and she could not detect the sorrow on mine. The girl was very
happy and full of pleasant excitement.
“‘I felt sure of finding you here,’ she said, ‘and came down to say how
sorry I am that you are not one of the groomsmen. With you, I could
stand up without trembling. If you had only known my brother, it could
have been managed, and then the wedding would be splendid.’
“I replied with such composure as I could command, but she detected the
sadness in my voice, and mistook it for disappointment regarding an
invitation to the wedding.
“‘It couldn’t be helped,’ she said; ‘Mrs. Judson never dreamed how
intimate we have all been; besides, I think she was a little prejudiced
against your mother.’
“Louisa was very gentle and full of affectionate playfulness, but you
can imagine how she wounded me by this mention of my mother. I felt
keenly enough that, but for her, I might have stood where young Oakley
was then. Oh, George, it was hard to bear!
“The kind girl, feeling that I continued sad, insisted on standing out
in the moonlight, that I could admire her dress, which fell about her in
soft fleeciness, like drifts of newly fallen snowflakes. She was not
very beautiful, but the whiteness and tender radiance of the moon,
falling around her as she stood crowned with roses, made a lovely
picture of which she was shyly proud. It was that I might see her in her
pretty dress that she had come down to me, I think.
“These things may seem trivial, George, but the details of a painful
event fix themselves terribly on the memory. There was not a word spoken
that night, or a shadow upon the windows of that house, which was not
imprinted on my soul forever.
“I called Louisa from her conspicuous position in the moonlight—for her
white garments seemed like grave-clothes to me—and with a quietness that
seemed marvellous to me, inquired if the bride seemed happy. It was a
desperate question, but my heart struggled yet for some hope, that, even
at the bridal hour, she would think of me with regret.
“Louisa answered innocently enough that she had never seen a happy bride
in her life. The persons to be married were always nervous and
frightened. It was only the bridesmaids that really enjoyed themselves.
As for her brother, he was happy as a king; but the bride said so little
and moved about so quietly that there was no judging about her.
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