Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
At last the fever ceased, the anguish went out from her limb, and the
miserable old woman lay quiet for the first time in days. The fever had
kept up her strength till now, and she had not felt the need of food;
nor did she even yet. A dumb feeling of content stole over her; she
wanted nothing. The silence of her chickens troubled her a little, but
she had no strength to rise up and see to them. She thought of the cat,
and wondered where she was, and why she did not come up to the bed and
share the supreme content of that sudden freedom from pain. She thought
of her son, with a gush of human tenderness, and resolved that, the next
day, when she should be quite well, to gather up all her gold and go
with it into some more seemly place, where she would summon him to her
presence.
But all these thoughts and resolves were vague and dreamy. She felt like
one dropping into a sweet sleep, the very twilight of which was
delicious. She lay thus, in the dim, mean room, for it was lighted only
by a sash in the door; and the sunset that came through the red curtains
had the effect of a dull, lurid flame, which could not penetrate to the
bed, and filled the rest of the apartment with a fearful light.
All at once she heard footsteps without, and turning her eyes, with a
gleam of their original ferocity, toward the door, it opened, and she
saw her son enter the room. She laughed a low, feeble laugh, and strove
to hold out her hand; but it fell numbly and heavily on the squalid bed,
while the laugh died in a faint chuckle within her working throat.
“Madame, Madame!” cried the young man, gazing around the room, at first
bewildered by the imperfect light, and filled with repulsion by the
squalid objects around him. “Madame—mother!”
A murmur rose from the bed, which struck to his heart, sweeping all the
disgust away. The affection of a warm nature, ardent and forgiving,
gushed forth even in that spot.
“Mother. Oh! my poor mother.”
She looked up, and strove to speak; but a pitiful whimper alone passed
through the white lips.
“Mother! mother! What have I done? How could I leave you to this?”
Her eyes kindled; she made a great effort; and at last, as if forced
through the ice gathering about her heart, the words, “My son, my son!”
shot through her lips.
“Oh! mother, is this all? Can you only speak with this fearful effort?
Where is your nurse? Who takes care of you?”
Again she made that fearful struggle, and jerking her arm on one side,
pointed downward to the floor.
“My gold. I have gold—gold!”
The young man groaned heavily.
“Do not think of that—your gold is nothing at this hour!”
Again she lifted her finger, and pointed it to his face.
“Gold—it is everything.”
“Hush, mother, hush. At this awful moment think of something else. I
fear, I fear you are dying.”
“Dying!” This time the word was forced upward with a shriek so wild and
fearful, that the young man sunk to his knees, and buried his face in
the soiled bed drapery, shuddering in every limb.
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