Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“Oh,” she said, with her eyes lifted devoutly to the cornice, “I
sometimes wonder that these sacred walls—yes, I may be excused for
calling them sacred, for are they not consecrated to charity?—I
sometimes wonder that these walls do not fall down and crush the
audacious wickedness that sometimes intrudes itself here. Young person,
it is not that you have committed this heinous wrong which offends me.
Our society is founded in sin, and established in iniquity. Our mission
is more particularly to the sinful, and from them is derived our chief
glory; but every one who comes here must contribute something to the
cause. Are you willing to become an example, to confess your manifold
sins, and give the particulars of your dissolute life, that they can be
advertised in the public prints, and embodied in our own annual reports,
setting forth the repentance which our kindness and prayers have wrought
in you, and the heroism with which you published your crimes that others
may take warning? By this means, my dear child, you will not only be
snatched as a brand from the burning, but the cause will be
strengthened, and means will flow in to secure other cases like your
own; by this confession, our country friends, who have done so much for
the regeneration of this vile city, will be satisfied that we are up and
doing, in season and out of season.”
The woman had arisen and taken Catharine’s hand in both hers, during the
latter portion of this speech. The cold tears dropped, one by one, from
her eyes, and rolled with sanctimonious slowness down her cheeks.
“What is it that you desire of me?” said Catharine, bewildered by this
solemn acting. “What have I done?”
“What do I desire? Why, that you confess and forsake your sin, but
especially confess. I am ready and willing to take down every word of
the fearful narrative, as it falls from your lips. Oh! my dear child,
you have it in your power to aid us in accomplishing a great work—begin,
dear child, begin!”
The woman seated herself at the table, and took up a steel pen, sharp
and hard as herself, which she dipped in an inkstand, shook lightly, and
held ready to pounce on a sheet of paper, already arranged, the moment
Catharine’s lips should unclose.
“Come, my poor, sweet child, don’t hesitate; take up the cross and
begin; what was the first step?”
“Madam, I do not understand. What do you wish me to say? I have done
wrong in marrying my husband without the consent of his mother, but
beyond this I have nothing but grief and poverty to confess!”
Again the tears rolled down that woman’s face. She sighed heavily and
shrouded her forehead with one hand. Then she shook her head, and looked
mournfully at the two women, muttering something in a solemn undertone.
At last she lifted up her head, and smiled benignly.
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