Belief and doubt -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Methodists -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
“No,” she broke in, in a resigned and even downcast tone; “let it all be
as if I hadn't spoken. Don't mind anything I have said. If it is to be,
it will be. You can't say more than that, can you?”
She looked into his face again, and her large eyes produced an
impression of deep melancholy, which Theron found himself somehow
impelled to share. Things seemed all at once to have become very sad
indeed.
“It is one of my unhappy nights,” she explained, in gloomy confidence.
“I get them every once in a while--as if some vicious planet or other
was crossing in front of my good star--and then I'm a caution to snakes.
I shut myself up--that's the only thing to do--and have it out with
myself I didn't know but the organ-music would calm me down, but it
hasn't. I shan't sleep a wink tonight, but just rage around from one
room to another, piling all the cushions from the divans on to the
floor, and then kicking them away again. Do YOU ever have fits like
that?”
Theron was able to reply with a good conscience in the negative. It
occurred to him to add, with jocose intent: “I am curious to know,
do these fits, as you call them, occupy a prominent part in Grecian
philosophy as a general rule?”
Celia gave a little snort, which might have signified amusement, but did
not speak until they were upon her own sidewalk. “There is my brother,
waiting at the gate,” she said then, briefly.
“Well, then, I will bid you good-night here, I think,” Theron remarked,
coming to a halt, and offering his hand. “It must be getting very
late, and my--that is--I have to be up particularly early tomorrow. So
good-night; I hope you will be feeling ever so much better in spirits in
the morning.”
“Oh, that doesn't matter,” replied the girl, listlessly. “It's a very
paltry little affair, this life of ours, at the best of it. Luckily it's
soon done with--like a bad dream.”
“Tut! Tut! I won't have you talk like that!” interrupted Theron, with a
swift and smart assumption of authority. “Such talk isn't sensible, and
it isn't good. I have no patience with it!”
“Well, try and have a little patience with ME, anyway, just for
tonight,” said Celia, taking the reproof with gentlest humility, rather
to her censor's surprise. “I really am unhappy tonight, Mr. Ware, very
unhappy. It seems as if all at once the world had swelled out in size
a thousandfold, and that poor me had dwindled down to the merest wee
little red-headed atom--the most helpless and forlorn and lonesome of
atoms at that.” She seemed to force a sorrowful smile on her face as she
added: “But all the same it has done me good to be with you--I am sure
it has--and I daresay that by tomorrow I shall be quite out of the
blues. Good-night, Mr. Ware. Forgive my making such an exhibition of
myself I WAS going to be such a fine early Greek, you know, and I have
turned out only a late Milesian--quite of the decadence. I shall do
better next time. And good-night again, and ever so many thanks.”
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