The Danger MarkChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Danger Mark
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She had asked Kathleen about it, and Kathleen had asked Dr. Bailey, who
became very irritated and told Geraldine that anybody except a physician
who ever read medical works was a fool. Desperation gave her courage to
ask him one more question; his well-meant reply silenced her. But she
had the book under her pillow. It is better to answer such questions
when the young ask them.
And over it all she pondered and pored, and used a dictionary and
shuddered, frightening herself into a morbid condition until,
desperately scared, she even thought of going to Duane about it; but
could not find the hardihood to do it or the vocabulary necessary.
Now Duane was gone; and the book lay there between her knees, all its
technical vagueness menacing her with unknown terrors; and she felt that
she could endure it alone no longer.
She wrote him:
"You have not been gone an hour, and already I need you. I wish to
ask you about something that is troubling me; I've asked Kathleen
and she doesn't know; and Dr. Bailey was horrid to me, and I tried
to find out from Scott whether he knew, but he wasn't much
interested. So, Duane, who else is there for me to ask except you?
And I don't exactly know whether I may speak about such matters to
you, but I'm rather frightened, and densely ignorant.
"It is this, dear; in a medical book which I read, it says that
hereditary taints are transmissible; that sometimes they may skip
the second generation but only to appear surely in the third. But it
also says that the taint is very likely to appear in _every_
generation.
"Duane, is this _true_? It has worried me sick since I read it.
Because, my darling, if it is so, is it not another reason for our
not marrying?
"Do you understand? I can and will eradicate what is threatening
_me_, but if I marry you--you _do_ understand, don't you? Isn't it
all right for me to ask you whether, if we should have children,
this thing would menace them? Oh, Duane--Duane! Have I any right to
marry? Children come--God knows how, for nobody ever told me
exactly, and I'm a fool about such things--but I summoned up courage
to ask Dr. Bailey if there was any way to tell before I married
whether I would have any, and he said I would if I had any notion of
my duty and any pretence to self-respect. And I don't know what he
means and I'm bewildered and miserable and afraid to marry you even
when I myself become perfectly well. And that is what worries me,
Duane, and I have nobody in the world to ask about it except you.
Could you please tell me how I might learn what I ought to know
concerning these things without betraying my own vital interest in
them to whomever I ask? You see, Kathleen is as innocent as I.
"Please tell me all you can, Duane, for I am most unhappy."
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