The Danger MarkChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Danger Mark
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She was trembling inwardly. She leaned against a white birch-tree and
passed one hand across her eyes and upward through the thick burnished
hair.
"No, I couldn't," she whispered.
The boy walked to the edge of the brook. Past him hurried the sun-tipped
ripples; under them, in irregular wedge formation, little ones ahead,
big ones in the rear, lay a school of trout, wavering silhouettes of
amber against the bottom sands.
One arm encircling the birch-tree, she looked after him in silence,
waiting. And after a while he turned and came back to her:
"I suppose you knew I fell in love with you that night when--when--you
remember, don't you?"
She did not answer.
"I don't know how it happened," he said: "something about you did it. I
want to say that I've loved you ever since. It's made me serious.... I
haven't bothered with girls since. You are the only woman who interests
me. I think about you most of the time when I'm not doing something
else," he explained naively. "I know perfectly well I'm in love with you
because I don't dare touch you--and I've never thought of--of kissing
you good-night as we used to before that night last spring.... You
remember that we didn't do it that night, don't you?"
Still no answer, and Kathleen's delicate, blue-veined hands were
clenched at her sides and her breath came irregularly.
"That was the reason," he said. "I don't know how I've found courage to
tell you. I've often been afraid you would laugh at me if I told you....
If it's only our ages--you seem as young as I do...." He looked up,
hopefully; but she made no response.
The boy drew a long breath.
"I love you, anyway," he said. "And that's how it is."
She neither spoke nor stirred.
"I suppose," he went on, "because I was such a beast of a boy, you can
never forget it."
"You were the sweetest, the best--" Her voice broke; she swung about,
moved away a few paces, stood still. When he halted behind her she
turned.
"Dearest," she said tremulously, "let me give you what I can--love, as
always--solicitude, companionship, deep sympathy in your pleasures, deep
interest in your amusements.... Don't ask for more; don't think that you
want more. Don't try to change the loyalty and love you have always had
for something you--neither of us understand--neither of us ought to
desire--or even think of----"
"Why?"
"Can't you understand? Even if I were not too old in years, I dare not
give up what I have of you and Geraldine for this new--for anything more
hazardous.... Suppose it were so--that I could venture to think I cared
for you that way? What might I put in peril?--Geraldine's affection for
me--perhaps her relations with you.... And the world is cynical, Scott,
and you are wealthy even among very rich men, and I was your paid
guardian--quite penniless--engaged to care for and instruct----"
"Don't say such things!" he said angrily.
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