She came to them often after that, sometimes alone, twice with Johnny
Dromore, sometimes with young Oliver, who, under Sylvia's spell, soon
lost his stand-off air. And the statuette was begun. Then came Spring
in earnest, and that real business of life—the racing of horses 'on
the flat,' when Johnny Dromore's genius was no longer hampered by the
illegitimate risks of 'jumpin'.' He came to dine with them the day
before the first Newmarket meeting. He had a soft spot for Sylvia,
always saying to Lennan as he went away: “Charmin' woman—your
wife!” She, too, had a soft spot for him, having fathomed the utter
helplessness of this worldling's wisdom, and thinking him pathetic.
After he was gone that evening, she said:
“Ought we to have Nell to stay with us while you're finishing her? She
must be very lonely now her father's so much away.”
It was like Sylvia to think of that; but would it be pleasure or
vexation to have in the house this child with her quaint grown-upness,
her confiding ways, and those 'Perdita' eyes? In truth he did not know.
She came to them with touching alacrity—very like a dog, who, left at
home when the family goes for a holiday, takes at once to those who make
much of it.
And she was no trouble, too well accustomed to amuse herself; and always
quaint to watch, with her continual changes from child to woman of the
world. A new sensation, this—of a young creature in the house. Both he
and Sylvia had wanted children, without luck. Twice illness had stood
in the way. Was it, perhaps, just that little lack in her—that lack of
poignancy, which had prevented her from becoming a mother? An only child
herself, she had no nieces or nephews; Cicely's boys had always been at
school, and now were out in the world. Yes, a new sensation, and one in
which Lennan's restless feelings seemed to merge and vanish.
Outside the hours when Nell sat to him, he purposely saw but little of
her, leaving her to nestle under Sylvia's wing; and this she did, as
if she never wanted to come out. Thus he preserved his amusement at
her quaint warmths, and quainter calmness, his aesthetic pleasure in
watching her, whose strange, half-hypnotized, half-hypnotic gaze, had
a sort of dreamy and pathetic lovingness, as if she were brimful of
affections that had no outlet.
Every morning after 'sitting' she would stay an hour bent over her own
drawing, which made practically no progress; and he would often catch
her following his movements with those great eyes of hers, while the
sheep-dogs would lie perfectly still at her feet, blinking horribly—such
was her attraction. His birds also, a jackdaw and an owl, who had the
run of the studio, tolerated her as they tolerated no other female, save
the housekeeper. The jackdaw would perch on her and peck her dress; but
the owl merely engaged her in combats of mesmeric gazing, which never
ended in victory for either.
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