Already they were dancing in the hall upstairs; but not she, yet; and
he stood leaning against the wall where she must pass. Lonely and out of
place he felt; as if everyone must know why he was there. People stared,
and he heard a girl ask: “Who's that against the wall with the hair and
dark moustache?”—and her partner murmuring his answer, and her voice
again: “Yes, he looks as if he were seeing sand and lions.” For whom,
then, did they take him? Thank heaven! They were all the usual sort.
There would be no one that he knew. Suppose Johnny Dromore himself came
with Nell! He was to be back on Saturday! What could he say, then? How
meet those doubting, knowing eyes, goggling with the fixed philosophy
that a man has but one use for woman? God! and it would be true! For
a moment he was on the point of getting his coat and hat, and sneaking
away. That would mean not seeing her till Monday; and he stood his
ground. But after to-night there must be no more such risks—their
meetings must be wisely planned, must sink underground. And then he saw
her at the foot of the stairs in a dress of a shell-pink colour, with
one of his flowers in her light-brown hair and the others tied to the
handle of a tiny fan. How self-possessed she looked, as if this were
indeed her native element—her neck and arms bare, her cheeks a deep soft
pink, her eyes quickly turning here and there. She began mounting the
stairs, and saw him. Was ever anything so lovely as she looked just
then? Behind her he marked Oliver, and a tall girl with red hair, and
another young man. He moved deliberately to the top of the stairs on
the wall side, so that from behind they should not see her face when she
greeted him. She put the little fan with the flowers to her lips; and,
holding out her hand, said, quick and low:
“The fourth, it's a polka; we'll sit out, won't we?”
Then swaying a little, so that her hair and the flower in it almost
touched his face, she passed, and there in her stead stood Oliver.
Lennan had expected one of his old insolent looks, but the young man's
face was eager and quite friendly.
“It was awfully good of you to come, Mr. Lennan. Is Mrs. Lennan—”
And Lennan murmured:
“She wasn't able; she's not quite—” and could have sunk into the shining
floor. Youth with its touching confidence, its eager trust! This was the
way he was fulfilling his duty towards Youth!
When they had passed into the ballroom he went back to his position
against the wall. They were dancing Number Three; his time of waiting,
then, was drawing to a close. From where he stood he could not see the
dancers—no use to watch her go round in someone else's arms.
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