“Yes! Do you understand that it must all be secret—underground?”
She covered his lips with the fan, and said: “You're not to think;
you're not to think—never! When can I come?”
“I must find the best way. Not to-morrow. Nobody must know, Nell—for
your sake—for hers—nobody!”
She nodded, and repeated with a soft, mysterious wisdom: “Nobody.”
And then, aloud: “Here's Oliver! It was awfully good of you to come.
Good-night!”
And as, on Oliver's arm, she left their little refuge, she looked back.
He lingered—to watch her through this one dance. How they made all the
other couples sink into insignificance, with that something in them
both that was better than mere good looks—that something not outre or
eccentric, but poignant, wayward. They went well together, those two
Dromores—his dark head and her fair head; his clear, brown, daring eyes,
and her grey, languorous, mesmeric eyes. Ah! Master Oliver was happy
now, with her so close to him! It was not jealousy that Lennan felt. Not
quite—one did not feel jealous of the young; something very deep—pride,
sense of proportion, who knew what—prevented that. She, too, looked
happy, as if her soul were dancing, vibrating with the music and the
scent of the flowers. He waited for her to come round once more, to get
for a last time that flying glance turned back; then found his coat and
hat and went.
XIII
Outside, he walked a few steps, then stood looking back at the windows
of the hall through some trees, the shadows of whose trunks, in the
light of a street lamp, were spilled out along the ground like the
splines of a fan. A church clock struck eleven. For hours yet she would
be there, going round and round in the arms of Youth! Try as he might
he could never recapture for himself the look that Oliver's face had
worn—the look that was the symbol of so much more than he himself could
give her. Why had she come into his life—to her undoing, and his own?
And the bizarre thought came to him: If she were dead should I really
care? Should I not be almost glad? If she were dead her witchery would
be dead, and I could stand up straight again and look people in the
face! What was this power that played with men, darted into them,
twisted their hearts to rags; this power that had looked through her
eyes when she put her fan, with his flowers, to her lips?
The thrumming of the music ceased; he walked away.
It must have been nearly twelve when he reached home. Now, once more,
would begin the gruesome process of deception—flinching of soul, and
brazening of visage. It would be better when the whole thievish business
was irretrievably begun and ordered in its secret courses!
There was no light in the drawing-room, save just the glow of the
fire. If only Sylvia might have gone to bed! Then he saw her, sitting
motionless out there by the uncurtained window.
He went over to her, and began his hateful formula:
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