Historical fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Well--I sat in the garden watching the sun rise. To my right
were four dead men neatly laid out in a row under a tree.
Their faces had not been covered but their eyes were closed,
their cheeks, hands, and feet like wax. In front of them the
young man who had sat on the stove in the kitchen all night
and watched us at work was mowing the tall grass with a
scythe. He was going to dig graves. He wore a white shirt
and white trousers and had long black hair.
"Why didn't they take you for a soldier?" I asked him.
"Consumptive," he said.
I had washed my face, hitched up my trousers. I sat on the
trunk of a tree, watched the dew on the grass and the faint
blue like the colour of a bird's egg flood the sky, staining
it pale yellow. All firing had utterly ceased. There was
not a sound except the birds in the trees who were beginning
to sing. A soldier, a fine grave figure with a black beard,
was washing in a little pool at the end of the garden. He
was naked save for his white drawers. There was, I repeat,
not a sound. Our cottage looked so peaceful--smoke coming
from the chimney. No sign of the shambles, no sign except
the four dead men, all so grave and quiet. The blue in the
sky grew deeper. Then the sun rose, a jolly gold ball with
red clouds swinging in streamers away from it.
The birds sang above my head so loudly that the boy who was
mowing looked up at them. The soldier finished his washing,
put on his shirt. He was a Mahommedan, I perceived, because
he prayed, very solemnly, his face to the sun, bowing to the
ground. The grass fell before the flashing scythe, the sun
flamed behind the trees, and I was happy as I had never
known happiness in my life before.
I had done only what all the soldiers are doing every day of
their lives. I had been only where they always were.... But
I felt that I need never be afraid again. Every one knows
how an early summer morning can give one confidence; in my
happiness, God forgive me, I thought that my struggles were
at an end, that I had met my enemy and defeated him ... that
I was worthy and able to defend Marie.
These things may seem foolish now when one knows what
followed them, but the happiness of that morning at least
was real. Perhaps all over Europe there were men, at that
moment, happy as I was, because they had proved something to
themselves. Then Nikitin called to me, laughing.
"Tea, 'Mr.' and _bulki_ (white bread) and sausage?"
"All right, I'm coming," I answered. "Listen, _golubchik_,"
I called to the soldier. "Bring me some water in your
kettle. I'll wash my hands."
He came, smiling, towards me.
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