Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She was relieved at her brother’s bitter mood. She was weary, as if she
had been on a great journey. She lay on her couch and closed her
eyes.... The air of her room was thick and was running in massive
current. She felt herself swept along. The tickings of the clock on the
mantel tore past her and caught in her dress like little strayings of
straw. The air surged over her head; she saw a house flung upon its
current and dipping across her window. Where she was it was quiet. Tom
came up to her; in his hand was a gleaming scalpel. “I am going to mold
David’s face,” he said. She said: “You can’t, Tom, because he is done: I
have done him already.” Cornelia looked at her model of a boy: it was
all wet: suddenly it sprang and David threw himself upon the ground, and
broke. Her father stood over her hurting her wrists. Her wrists hurt in
his fierce grasp: but she felt how her father had no hands and was
armless. He stood towering beyond her, high, and hard like a stick.
Cornelia knew that a string was attached to him, and that Tom held the
string: he was going to jerk it, and then her father was going to fall.
She was afraid: her father was going to fall on her and she would be
crushed. She saw that he was a child, she was full of pity. Her face
was upturned toward him. He was above her. She felt she was going to
kiss him.... Over her eyes, there was David, peering through turbulent
shadows into her, curious to see, since her eyes were open and she was
not asleep, why she had not heard him enter....
The mood held. She remained in that palpitant hinterland where all the
nerves and senses of herself met all the beings of her past. David
impinged sweetly upon this swerving world. She lay, scarce breathing,
looking at him with eyes that denied the rest of her.
The world where he could thrust in his head without violence receded. It
went. Again, her senses were enemies, strangers. That was a man to whom
she had not given herself. Her senses stormed her recovering mind. “Why
does he not take me in his arms?” they pleaded. She was on her feet,
shutting herself away.
“How you frightened me, David! I guess I fell asleep.” In her panting
words, she was gone from him. She could dare to say: “What a pleasant
surprise, your coming! I am so glad you came.” She gave him her right
hand: the left hand followed. He held them both: she drew them from him.
“I thought I would chance it. Have you had dinner?... What were you
dreaming about, Cornelia?”
She laughed, her low, stalwart laughter. “What would you imagine?”
“You looked so strange, so far away. As if you were in a spell. Even
now, you are not quite out of it.”
“I was in myself, I guess.”
“You won’t tell me what you dreamed?”
She looked at him.
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