Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“You know, Davie--it was natural enough--when Tom lived alone, he used
always to come to me. I dropped in occasionally to look after him--his
curtains or his linen--or of course, if he wasn’t well. Then, he’d be
bundled over to my place. But I had ‘our home.’ Now, he has a real,
liveable place--the better of us two. But I have the feeling, David,
that this has not altered the old custom. Tom does not suggest my
spending evenings with you.” Having said so little, she was afraid she
had said too much. She went on: “Oh, course, he still comes to me.”
“Alone, then. We have not been together in your place since Tom is back
from his vacation.”
“Yes, he comes alone.” Cornelia spoke this slowly, pensively. Her next
words trembled swift upon each other as if escaping her thought. “I have
the idea that perhaps he likes to have his place apart---- It was that
way with his old room. When he wanted me, he came to me. He knew I was
not that way: that I was always glad to see him. I guess, don’t you
think, he still needs his corner for being solitary?”
“But, Cornelia--why then, share a----”
“Oh, that is different, Davie. Women are in the way.”
“I don’t feel that you are. Cornelia.”
“He does. He is a strange dear, you know. He feels that--that women are
in the way. He must.”
David’s inexorable logic was a burden to Cornelia who loved it--even as
his candor hurt though she was nursing it. “Then you won’t come, next
week?”
“Not until Tom asks me. Only the first time I will feel like that. The
first time, it seems to me, the invitation had better come from him.”
She wanted to talk on. She had so much to ask and to confess. She had
not been invited to help fix their rooms. This was a most hurting
difference. She had concealed it. She felt that her words with David had
been stupid. Better silence than her feeble approach to speaking. What
she wanted David to see she had most hidden. All her moods toward him
were of that sort. Always, always. If she wanted to give herself, there
she was turning away. Of course Tom was not helpless in such a matter as
arranging his apartment. He had his own ideas. She had been sure at
least that she would be consulted. One afternoon she came: “How do you
like things?” They were complete. “Splendidly, Tom.” That was all. It
was not the artist who was offended. The artist in Cornelia could always
be disposed of. But the woman--the sister. She realized that David also
had been but perfunctorily consulted. This was still _Tom’s_ place.
Thinking of that Cornelia forgot her own slight.
She looked at the boy beside her, looked up at him. They sat on the
ground. A pine tree rose straight above them. David studied the split
roll in his hand, with its long red sausage sticking out at both ends.
“I never know where to begin,” he chuckled.
Why could she not at least ask questions? What did they talk of, idle
nights? What was Tom’s attitude at home toward David? _Tom’s place._ Did
David feel this?
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