Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Her vibrancy was freer. She had space about her. In her true light at
last, a certain glow that was warm, since this energy was not, as in
the others, so instantly splintered off by the packed impingement. She
was insulated but Tom could touch her. Her glow came forth: he found a
glow of his own. He liked this Mrs. Laura Duffield.
He had the sense of her subduedness as of a charm weighty enough to sink
in this pandemonium of flicker. He bowed to pick it up.
“I have fought my way through to you, Mrs. Duffield. Congratulate me.”
She held back her head; he saw the fading of her golden hair, the age of
her throat, the indomitable blue of her eyes.
“This must be Mr. Rennard!”
She threw back her head still further, as if to send her laughter
upward, and, boyishly, thrust out her hand. Taking it, Tom added to his
vision the full ripe crowding of her breast--no longer firm to stand up
alone--and the delicacy of her wrist.
She shunted him off almost at once: introducing him here and there,
squandering the charm of her attention as one tosses showers of coin out
of reach. He had no more of her.
But as Tom, having reached this goal of his progression, was now silted
aimlessly away in wide, flat spurts of movement, he observed the crowd
thrust together, into a unit, into a reason. It was so he carried it
with him back into the hall, into the street. The crowd’s form turned
crass as he seemed to understand the will that had brought it into
being.... It was her house: she had created this turmoil. Why? Why, each
Wednesday afternoon,--to make no mention of doubtless other times,--did
this glowing woman need to congregate such spill of life, pack it into
her rooms, feed it, coax it to place its stamp upon her? What joy could
there be in what must largely stultify her individual world? Tom
pondered. Was this greedy crowd somehow a vessel in which Mrs. Duffield
poured herself? That it might carry her off? leave in the stir of her
curtains, in the perfumed mist on her bibelots, a substitute for her own
marks which should have quickened these? And if so, why?
Tom’s casual yet forever determined mind associated these impressions
widely until he knew that such habits were a deep part of the City’s
nature. He groped with his light.
“If I understand her, I hold her:--and all she holds. I’ll go again.
I’ll see that this promiscuous call makes for a more intimate occasion.”
The occasion came. But already Tom had learned to like the gatherings he
was pleased to call promiscuous. Their fumes curled into his nerves,
made them willing for more. A hint of his new appetite in his
condemnation to Cornelia.
“Business, my dear Sis: Business. And of the lowest degree of
horridness.”
“I can see where it must help your connections.”
“Let us hope so! Lord!” Tom paced up and down before Cornelia’s latest
cast. “If I don’t get something out of these parties I shall have
bartered my soul for nothing.... Satan will have cheated me.”
“He never does,” answered Cornelia.
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