Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She went over the always chance occasions she had seen him. Never alone.
She had felt the pointedness of his glances toward her: caught him
talking to her mother with a strained interest in her own mood. She had
tested this by changing her mood and watching his rapid awareness. He
was a curious man: bright, lithe in all senses, unbelievably hard, yet
fraught with a glow that she was sure impact might turn to fire. She
wandered over his personality. She felt he was too clever and too
sensible to be sincere. Yet his standards seemed too directly those of
his intelligence and strength to lend reason to insincerity. She did not
know. She did know she would have tea with him: and say nothing to her
mother.
It was easily reasoned. “I’ll control him, myself. If he goes too far or
too fast, I’ll have the weapon of a word to Mamma. What a brazen, simple
country boy it is!...”
She went: she was right at least in this, that Tom had nothing to impart
to her “of interest” beyond that he liked her and of course couldn’t see
her _really_ at her mother’s. In all else, she was wrong. She could not
understand this sudden, cold-passionate man. In writing to Marcia
Duffield, he had not understood himself.
“Perhaps I’ll know better when I have talked to her across a table.”
She came with a spur of adventure. She was trapping her foe. While he
reveled in his success, letting his pleasure out, she would enmesh him.
Thereafter, should he ever move in a direction she did not like, Marcia
would soon show him in whose hands he was. Marcia was so astir with her
scheme that she thought herself cool and collected. She had a dogged
affection for her mother: a sort of animal loyalty in which was properly
admixed a very human loyalty to herself. Here, she was quite sure, there
was question only of her mother.
Tom, meantime, waited and went over in his mind the impressions in
confidence of which he had dared write his letter.
“A girl absolutely incapable of carrying an altruistic act to an end ...
and yet--a Christian! If she resolved to serve her mother by telling her
I was flirting with her daughter--and she is convinced that this would
serve her mother: she must be hostile instinctively to her mother’s
friend--she would have to be sure, first, she did not care for me. She
is coming to-day to find out. It all depends on to-day. If she does not
like me she will betray me with a sense of serving her mother. If she
does like me, she will take secret delight in making her mother a
fool.... Dear little fool herself! If she knew how much I love her black
straight hair and her white straight body, how little I care in contrast
for her mother’s interest in my future! If she knew--well, she must
know.”
He went forward, seeing her at the door--seeing the shrewd determination
in her face as she came forward to him.
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