Russia -- History -- Catherine II, 1762-1796 -- Fiction; Russia -- History -- Elizabeth, 1741-1762 -- Fiction
Count Paulo’s brow darkened. “This singer loves her!” said he.
“Precisely for that reason,” smilingly responded Cecil. “One who loves
will best know how to protect her.”
Count Paulo made no answer; he continued thoughtfully walking back and
forth. Then he said with decision: “Seal these letters, Cecil. I will
take them to Natalie myself.”
“You will, then, see her again?” asked Cecil while folding the letters.
“You will render the parting more painful!”
“I will it!” said Paulo, with decision, and, taking the letters, he left
the room with a firm and resolute step.
He found Natalie in her room. She did not hear him coming, and thus did
not turn to receive him. She was sitting motionless at the window and
dejectedly looking out into the garden, her head supported by her hand.
The events of the previous evening had made a great change in her. She
now felt older, more experienced, more earnest. A dark shadow had passed
over her sun-bright happiness, a dark power had threateningly approached
her; the seriousness of life had been suddenly unfolded to her and
had brushed off the ether-dust of harmless and joyful peace from her
childish soul. The happy child had become a conscious maiden, and new
thoughts, new feelings had sprung up within her. The first tears of
sorrow had, with a mighty creative power, called all these slumbering
blossoms of her heart into existence and activity, and her unconscious
feelings had become conscious thoughts.
But what had not happened, what had she not experienced and felt since
last evening? First, had not a new happiness broken in upon her, had
she not now a name, was she not a princess? Then, had she not achieved a
triumph--a triumph in the presence of Corilla? But then, also, how many
_desillusions_ had she not experienced in a few hours? How had her heart
been cooled by the rich flow of words in Corilla’s poesy! Her whole soul
had languished for the acquaintance of a poetess, and she had heard only
a rhymed work of art. And then the last terrible event! Why had they
wished to murder her? Who were her unknown enemies, and why had she
enemies?
“I should have been dead had he not rescued me!” murmured she, and her
lovely face was illuminated by a sunny smile. “Yes, without Carlo I
should have been lost--I have to thank him for my life! Oh,” said she
then aloud, “to him therefore belongs my existence, and for every joy I
am yet capable of feeling I am indebted to him, my friend Carlo! Ah, how
shall I ever be able to reward him for all this happiness?”
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