She promised. They strolled together to the gate, where his horse
waited, and parted with cordiality. Poor old Joey!
* * * * *
In ten days, Virginia was allowed to put her feet to the ground; and
the following day, which was Sunday, she elected to go to church. Dr.
Dymock told her that it would do her good, but that, if she went, she
must put up with her husband's company during service. It would be
humiliating him too deeply to ask him to allow her to appear for the
first time in public without him. Somewhat eloquently, the doctor put
before her the conduct of Gaunt--his wonderful self-denial. She
listened with drooped lids, and said nothing. In her heart she wondered
what the speaker would say if she were to look up and say straight out:
"He does not love me; he hates me. He is waiting for me to be well in
order that he may persecute me."
No doubt he would call it hysterical raving.
When he was gone, she fell to her usual occupation of wondering what
form Gaunt's cruelty was likely to take, when she should be strong
enough to submit to it. She dared only look forward to the immediate
future. If she tried to go beyond, to face the prospect of a whole
life-time of captivity, under the gaolership of this extraordinary man,
she found her brain reeling. There was a subject which preoccupied her
mind at this time; otherwise her speculations might have travelled
farther. The question of Pansy's cure was the one thing of which she
thought, night and day. The accounts which she regularly received were
cheerful, but not what she had hoped. They were vague--disappointing.
"The doctor thought, with patience, they would see some real
improvement." Some improvement! When she hoped for a complete cure.
"There was distinctly less temperature during the past twenty-four
hours." But why was there temperature at all? Was the new treatment
setting up a temperature? She knew enough of nursing and sickness to
understand that these reports were by no means wholly satisfactory.
And now that Pansy was too ill to write herself, what a blank there
was! Mamma was so different! She could not tell the things one wanted
to know. Day by day, since Gaunt gave her money, Virgie had sent
parcels to the nursing home, wherein her treasure was incarcerated.
Fruit, jelly, pictures, flowers, books--anything love could suggest.
Yet she hardly knew whether they were received, or, if so, whether they
gave pleasure.
This dearth of what she called "real news" gave her a good deal of
anxiety, though Grover usually contrived to reassure her, and to hold
up a glorious picture of what the dear little lady would say when she
was allowed to write herself!
On Sunday morning Virginia was up and dressed by church time; and
walked downstairs, and along the hall, into the waiting carriage and
pair. Gaunt was nowhere to be seen, and she drove to Manton, the
village in whose scattered parish Omberleigh stood, escorted only by
Grover.
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