His burning eyes, searching through the twilight which gathered thickly
about them, saw the dim figures of Tony and his sister advancing
through the gateway. "There they are," he muttered hoarsely. "We must
drop this now, but mind, we must speak of it again. Something must be
done. If all this is true, I swear she shall never go back to him. I'll
see to that. She loves me! Oh, what a gigantic blunder life is!"
CHAPTER XXI
THE LAST RIDE TOGETHER
"_Take back the love you gave, I claim
Only a memory of the same;
With this beside, if you will not blame,
Your leave for one more last ride with me._"--Browning.
For ten days more Virginia's life floated upon a summer sea. She had
Tony, she had Pansy, she had Gerald. She was away from Gaunt, and his
letters made no demand upon her. He never mentioned the date, or even
alluded to the fact, of her return. She had, however, set herself a
limit. When Pansy went to the seaside she must go back to her prison.
The nurse who was now in charge of the case would be permitted to
accompany the child, so that there would be no valid reason for
Virginia to go too. Mrs. Mynors, who was having the time of her life in
London, though she grumbled incessantly at the need to keep her
expenditure so rigorously within bounds, was not anxious for the move.
Her daughter, however, was scrupulously determined that it should take
place at the earliest date which Dr. Danby would sanction. She was very
grateful to her husband. Her gratitude had taken the edge off the
bitterness with which she regarded him. Her fear remained, but his
present generosity could not but do something to salve the wound his
cruelty had made. To take undue advantage of his kindness was what she
would never suffer herself to do.
Yet, when the time of parting drew near, it became evident to every one
that Pansy would fret so much at her sister's departure as to make it
likely that her grief might react disastrously upon her frail returning
health.
This distressed Virginia terribly. She hardly knew which way her duty
lay. It seemed almost as if she must stay with the child until she was
strong enough to be reasoned with. At least Gaunt's health would not
suffer from her absence. Yet the situation galled her. Here they all
were, living upon his bounty, while he waited alone in Derbyshire
bereft of his newly made wife. Had she loved him, all would have been
otherwise, she would have felt it natural that he should help her, and
she would not have hesitated to choose the path of duty, even if
absence from him had been a misery to her. As things stood, she was
uncomfortably aware that, so far, she had not fulfilled her share of
the contract. He had paid her price, but she was devoted, body and
soul, to Pansy and not to him.
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