For the first day or two following their arrival, there was so much to
be done, the elder sister's time was so fully occupied in making all
the arrangements that were necessary, that she hardly realised how time
was flying. It was on Thursday morning that she awoke with a terrible
sensation of depression, amounting to horror. She had dreamed of Gaunt.
This had happened to her twice, and only twice, before. Once, upon the
night following their first wordless encounter at Hertford House. It
had been an oddly vivid dream, producing a feeling of excitement which
persisted after she awoke. The second occasion was at Omberleigh. It
occurred--though she naturally was unaware of the fact--on the night
during which her husband wandered through the park in an agony of
remorse. That dream too had left an impression which seemed
disproportionate. This last was, however, the most haunting of all.
In it she found herself searching through the house at Omberleigh,
looking for Gaunt, who could not be found. She went upstairs to the
garrets, where Mrs. Wells had once taken her, but the rooms seemed to
have been altered. In her dream she said: "If I come to the room with
the Sheraton furniture in it, I shall know where I am." She could not
find it, however, and after descending stairs which were the stairs of
the Hertford House Gallery, she ran along a passage in search of the
sitting-room she had been told she might call her own. That, too, had
vanished; in its place was something pale, dim, and shapeless. All
empty--Gaunt was not to be seen, and she had been made aware that it
was most important that she should find him. She passed out into the
garden, in a wet mist which hid everything from her sight, and she dare
not hasten for fear of stepping upon his dead body. Terror took her,
and she tried, as one tries in dreams, to run. Her feet were rooted to
the ground, she was incapable of movement; and out of the fog came
Gaunt, with his eyes closed. He was repeating words, but in so low a
tone that she could not immediately hear. She listened, first
attentively, then eagerly, because she knew that it was so tremendously
urgent that she should understand; and at last something reached her
consciousness. "Are you coming? No. I said you would not come. I never
dared to think you would. But you promised--you promised----"
She tried to say: "Here I am, do you not see me?" But she failed to
articulate, and awoke with the sound of his muttered words ringing in
her ears.
The morning scene upon which she looked out was gay. The sun shone
lazily over a calm sea, there was no wind, and the seafront was already
lively with the passing figures of those who had been out for an early
dip. When she went into Pansy's room she found that the child had slept
without awakening the whole night through; and was greeted with a smile
of content and freedom from pain which made her heart swell with joy
and gratitude.
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