Then for a while Virgie forgot everything in the delight of examining
this wonderful relic of a bygone civilisation. The sweet-faced, elderly
lady who is custodian of the place, and speaks of it with reverence and
fervour which are infectious, warmed towards the beauty and enthusiasm
of this visitor. She showed her all that was to be seen, and explained
each small detail of plan and execution. Virgie reconstructed in her
own mind the entire existence of the wealthy officials, exiled from all
that constituted their world, and cast away among these barbarian
British in a fold of the Sussex hills, far, as it seemed, from all
communication with their kind. Then, pointing across the valley to the
romantic swell of the southern Downs, the custodian told how Stane
Street, the great Roman highway, had crossed the hills from Chichester,
just opposite where they stood. The Roman noble's sentinels must have
seen every figure, every horseman, as he topped the rise, and have kept
him in sight as he approached, the whole way into the valley. All gone!
Even the semblance of the track wiped out! It would be ten miles before
Baines would strike the still surviving section of the Roman road.
The hour was nearly expired when they had seen all, and they strolled
away to find somewhere to sit down until the car's return. Finally they
sat upon the grass, Gerald's raincoat under them, near the lane, and
watched the sunset fade from the sky.
Gerald reverted to the coming of Ferris, and said how sorry he was to
have made so stupid a plan. Virgie answered with impulsive penitence.
She could not think how she came to be so disagreeable about a
trifle--when he had given her this glorious day, and shown her such
grand things, when she owed all her pleasure to him. She felt ashamed
of herself.
"I am so glad to have seen this," she said with unconscious pathos. "It
has done me good. The thought of all that life and energy, here where
even the memory has passed away, the quiet to which it has gone
back--the disappearance of the great road, have brought home to me what
a little thing one human life is. We walk in a vain shadow and disquiet
ourselves in vain. I mean suffering, and being what we call unhappy,
matters so little when you think how soon it will be over. That helps
one to bear things."
Her eyes, misty with regret, were fixed upon the amphitheatre of
rolling downs and on the green, rabbit-run turf, where once the busy
highway swarmed with traffic.
He leaned towards her and spoke softly. "Thank you, dear, for trying to
comfort me. I am trying to bear things, as you put it--I truly am. Most
particularly because I know they are all my own fault. But I have to
own that your thought brings me very little comfort. Here are you and
here am I, alive and warm, wanting to enjoy our little day. The
knowledge that, five centuries hence, nobody will ever have heard our
names, does nothing to still my craving."
She looked at him dumbly, and her lip quivered.
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