Virginia could not but suppose that his coldness, his complete
aloofness, his apparent declining of all beginnings of intimacy, arose
from sheer shyness. She believed that some things are better and more
easily expressed without words. Thus, that evening, when he was at the
piano, playing out his heartache in soft, sad chords in passionate,
rapid movements, she came and stood behind him--close behind him.
This was hard, but he bore it. Manfully he went on playing for a while;
but the influence of her presence standing there, the emanation of her
personality, checked his fingers. He stumbled, missed a note, dropped
his hands, sat silent.
"It is cold, so far from the fire," said her coaxing voice. "I've been
making you play till your fingers are frozen;" with which she took them
in her velvet, soft clasp.
This was too much. He drew his hand from her clinging touch with a
sensation as though he tore it from a trap, lacerating it in the
attempt. He sprang from his seat. "Jove! I have just thought of
something I must tell Hemming," he muttered hurriedly; and, pushing
past her, left the room by way of the door into his own den.
Virginia stood amazed, confused, and somewhat uncomfortable.
This, her first advance, must certainly be her only one. She went and
sat on the hearth-rug, gazing into the fire, and puzzling. Suddenly a
clear light shone upon the darkness of her musing. But, of course!...
Gaunt had not married her for love, but in pursuance of some
half-crazed scheme of vengeance. He had thought it his duty to reform a
heartless, selfish coquette. Now that he had found her to be very
unlike his preconceived idea of her, what did he, what could he, want
with her?...
Why had she not sooner perceived this obvious truth? Colour flooded
her, she blushed hotly in the solitude. His plans had proved abortive,
and he found himself saddled with a young woman with whose company he
would, no doubt, gladly dispense. He was apparently ready to continue
their present semi-detached existence, so long as she made no attempt
to force the barriers of his confidence or intimacy. She remembered, on
reflection, that he had made no appeal to her, that he had confessed
nothing. He had not even begged for forgiveness. He had merely owned
himself mistaken in his estimate of her. Since the outburst which had,
as it seemed, been shaken out of him at the unexpected sight of her, he
had stood on guard all the time. She had really been very slow and
stupid, or she would have seen, long ago, how embarrassing her presence
must be, unless she grasped the terms of their mutual relation.
Her lips curved into an involuntary smile as she recalled her
well-meant attempt at a kindness he did not want. She bit her lip as
she gazed into the fire. "We-e-ell!" she said aloud, with a little
grimace, "I've been slow at picking up my cue, but I think I've got it
now."
Almost as she spoke Gaunt re-entered, and Grim the collie slunk in at
his heels.
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