The isolation of mind and body which resulted fostered his already
existing tendency to morbidity. At Oxford he withdrew himself as much
as he could from society, becoming more morose as his former friends,
tired of being repulsed, left him by degrees more and more to himself.
At Oxford, one Commemoration week, he met the beautiful Virginia
Sheringham, and fell so violently in love that his natural reserve was
swept out of sight, and he conquered by sheer force of will. This girl
became his idol, his universe, his obsession. For her he would work
unceasingly, remove mountains, make a name, make a fortune.
Perhaps he should have thought himself lucky that so fascinating a
young lady endured a whole year of so unpromising an engagement. At
first she was taken off her feet by the violence of his passion, the
impetuosity of his wooing. Very soon, however, her natural prudence
began to get the upper hand. What, she very properly asked herself,
could be the outcome of this long-drawn affair? The love-letters which
at first had been so irresistible, inevitably palled on repetition.
Moreover, one cannot buy new frocks with love-letters. Perhaps she
announced the end of it all too suddenly. Yet it is doubtful whether
any preliminary hinting could have made Osbert believe that his adored
one could possibly be contemplating the treachery of jilting him.
The thing was done. It had to be done, for Virginia had given her lover
a whole year, and a maiden's market is short. Unfortunately, the young
man involved belonged to that pitiable but happily small minority with
whom to love seems final, who cannot rally from the blow given by the
beloved hand.
Everything was against Gaunt's recovery. He had no friends. His nearest
relatives were the old great-aunts at Omberleigh, who understood him
not at all, and liked him but little. During his engagement he flung
away every other interest, every other resource, to give himself up to
the passion which filled him. His jilting was for him the end of all
things. For the first few years he disappeared from England, became a
special correspondent at out-of-the-way spots such as Valparaiso,
visited such outposts of empire as the Solomon Islands. Then the last
surviving aunt passed away from Omberleigh. He found that the place was
his, and he decided to occupy it, since he had formed a plan which
needed residence in England for its maturing.
He had thought, during those years of wandering, upon one subject only.
The behaviour of Virginia Sheringham had been brought to the bar of his
judgment. She had been tried, and found guilty on every count. She had
been treacherous, light, covetous, cruel, selfish, and callous. For
these things he decided that she deserved punishment. Why should he
suffer as for years he had suffered, while the criminal went scot free?
He had money now. Money was power. One day his turn would come. He
could wait for it.
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