Truda was very silent all the way home; in plain words, she sulked, and
refused to give more than monosyllabic replies to Hope's gentle
overtures. When the house was reached she pleaded headache--that
convenient cloak for every feminine ill, from a heartache to had
temper--and retired to her room for the remainder of the afternoon.
Hope went into the empty library and wrote a long letter home, telling
all about her new plans, asking Theo's co-operation, and sending a list
of certain points to which she wished special attention to be given.
She wrote with interest, it is true, but with none of the elation which
she had known an hour earlier; for at the back of her mind lay a
consciousness that something disagreeable lay before her--a painful
situation to be faced so soon as leisure should be hers. When later on
she sat before her bedroom fire, in the interval before dressing for
dinner, she stared into the heart of the glowing coals and thrashed out
the subject--quietly, sweetly, fairly, as her nature was.
Truda was annoyed, and considered that she had been unfairly treated, in
that another had monopolised something to which she possessed a prior
claim. After that first very candid statement she had naturally relied
on the loyalty of the girl in whom she had confided, and although no
actual promise had been given, that girl had also considered herself
bound in honour. Had she kept faith? For the most part Hope could
honestly answer in the affirmative, but looking back over the last few
days, she acknowledged that she had been sufficiently "off guard" to
allow herself to be monopolised without protest, and so had engrossed
the lion's share of Ralph Merrilies' attention. _Without protest_! The
blood rushed over Hope's face at the misleading sound of the words.
There had been no thought of protest--no wish for it--nothing but purest
delight and satisfaction in being thus monopolised. So far from feeling
any dismay, her heart had given a leap of triumph each time he had come
to her side. What did this mean? Did it--could it possibly be falling
in love? Was she beginning to care more for Ralph Merrilies than for
any man whom she had known? She mentally placed the image of one
masculine friend after the other beside this acquaintance of a week's
standing, and lo! they were as nothing--their weal or woe touched her
not at all, compared with the lightest interest of this comparative
stranger. _Beginning_ to care! She cared already--cared with all her
heart--cared more than she had even known it was possible to care.
Realising this, Hope grew frightened, and clasped trembling hands in her
lap. What madness was it, what will-o'-the-wisp, for which she had
bartered her peace? She, Hope Charrington, poor, insignificant,
friendless, and he the owner of a fine estate, handsome, distinguished,
influential, with the _entree_ into any society which he desired to
affect, the world a playground over which to roam at will! With such a
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