when at length he had sat down, after trying to make a speech, he shook
his fist in the faces of the excited crowd, and cried: "You will not
hear me now, but one day you'll be glad to hear me!" Well, why not he?
It is true Disraeli was a man of genius, but he was handicapped on
every hand. He was a Jew, and when he commenced his career the
prejudice against Jews was stronger even than it was to-day. He was in
debt, too, and was hampered on every hand, and yet he had broken down
all opposition. He had conquered prejudice, had mastered one of the
greatest prime ministers of the age, and was for years the central
figure of the Government of the Empire. It just showed what one strong
man could do; and he would do it. But at the back of everything was
the face of Mary Bolitho. It was for her he was going to win fame and
renown. It was at her feet that he would lay all he could win.
Of course many will feel like smiling at these dreams of youth. All
the same, the young man who does not dream impossible dreams and
determine to win impossible battles will never do much. It is these
things which keep the world young and eternally hopeful. Sad will it
be for the youth of England when they cease to be!
Fleet Street, too, fascinated him beyond words. Next to the Houses of
Parliament, he loved to walk along this busy thoroughfare. Sometimes
he would stand there and watch the crowd as it went hurrying
by--perhaps the most interesting crowd in the world. Here nameless
vagrants rubbed shoulder to shoulder with men who were influencing the
thought of the nation. This was the home of one of the greatest
estates of the land. It was from here that millions of newspapers were
sent, containing the hopes, the aspirations, the life of the people.
None of these papers mentioned his name as yet, for he had never dared
to try to catch the Speaker's eye, but the time would come when he
would. Leading articles should be written about him, and his views of
life and politics should be discussed.
In spite of all these things, however, the session came to an end
without Paul Stepaside having tried to speak a word in the British
House of Commons. His time had not come yet, but it was coming, and he
knew how to wait. Those months were to him months of education. He
was accustoming himself to his surroundings and preparing for the
future. He was studying the methods of the men whose words carried
weight. He was seeing the inwardness of this great parliamentary game
which was being played, and he was learning to understand how he could
use his knowledge, not simply as a means of self-aggrandisement, but
for the betterment of the people he loved.
Three times during the session he had gone to Brunford on matters of
business, but nothing had happened worthy of recording. His mother had
inquired eagerly concerning his doings in London, and had stored within
her memory every incident which he had related to her.
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