Paul remembered little of what took place after that, and he soon found
himself walking near Hyde Park alone. It was very wonderful to him--so
wonderful that he could not altogether realise it. She had seemed to
promise him so much, even though she had said so little. He felt as
though the sky had become higher, the world bigger. He had never dared
to hope for so much, never dreamt she would speak to him so kindly.
They belonged to different worlds, were reared amidst different
associations, and yet she had not treated him with scorn. Yes,
everything was possible! And he would translate that possibility into
the actual. He would win her a name and a position that even she might
be proud of. For he had idealised her. To him she was far removed
from all the others that he had ever met, and he must do something
worthy of her. For hours he walked around the Park alone, wondering
how he should begin to carry out the object nearest and dearest to his
heart. Poor Paul, he knew little of the ways of the world, especially
of the world in which Mary Bolitho lived. Among the lads and lasses in
Brunford courtship and marriage were very simple. The boy met his girl
there, and they married each other without difficulty. But Paul knew
that there were certain formalities that had to be complied with in the
class to which Mary Bolitho belonged. She was a judge's daughter, and
he, although he had succeeded beyond his hopes, was still looked upon
as little more than a working man. One thing, he knew he ought to ask
Judge Bolitho for his permission to seek his daughter's hand. He had
no right to pay her attentions otherwise. It was a frank and
honourable course of action, too, and appealed to him strongly, and if
he succeeded, then the way was made plain. Not that he liked the idea
altogether, for he had still an instinctive hatred of the man who had
treated him, as he believed, so unfairly. But he must destroy that
hatred now. He must think kindly of the father of the woman who was
all the world to him.
Before the night was over he wrote Judge Bolitho a letter, asking for
his permission to try and win Mary Bolitho for his wife. He did not
refer to the shadow that rested upon his name, told him nothing of what
he had said to Mary. He only told him of his hopes and ambitions, and
of his undying love.
Three days later the answer came, and when Paul read it his heart was
filled with black rage. It contained only a few words, but they seemed
to blot out the sun from his horizon. Without saying so in so many
words, Judge Bolitho treated the proposal made in his letter with
thinly veiled scorn and contempt. He made him feel, although he did
not say so, that what he had said was an impertinence. It was true the
letter was couched in terms of politeness, and yet it might have been
written to a groom who had the temerity to seek his mistress's hand,
and it contained a command that he must never dare to speak to her
again.
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