"My sister!" he said. "Great God! My sister! And I love her as a man
loves his wife!" A new passion, a new force had entered his life now.
His longing for revenge was conquered by another feeling, a nobler
feeling. Love for Mary Bolitho was stronger than a desire to be
revenged on his father. At all hazards she must not suffer.
But--but---- No, he could not grasp it. His brain refused to fasten
upon the real issues of the case. His thoughts were as elusive as a
mist cloud. His brain swam. Everything was real, terribly real, but
nothing was real! What could he do?
Never, surely, was man placed in such a horrible position. He had
thought a few nights before, when he had fought his battle between love
for his own mother and the desire to keep disgrace and death from her,
and the love for his own life, a life which could be made bright and
beautiful, that the great struggle was over. It seemed to him then
that he had fought his last battle and had won it. Duty had overcome
self-love. But it seemed as nothing compared with the issues which now
stared him in the face.
"My sister! My sister!" he repeated. "The same father, although not
the same mother. Do I love her the less? Does my heart cry out for
her one whit the less because we are children of the same father?"
No. Why, he could not understand, but she seemed even more to him than
ever. The new link which bound them together seemed also, if possible,
to strengthen his love and to make him more than ever long for her
happiness.
"He's your father; you believe that?" said the woman, who had been
looking at him as though she would read his very soul.
"Yes," he replied.
"And she is your sister."
"Yes."
"Then if your birth is honourable, hers is base," said the mother
passionately. Even at that moment the longing to do justice to her son
was uppermost in her mind and heart. "I am his true wife; remember
that! He married me. I can't be robbed of that, Paul, can I?"
He saw what her questions meant, knew the thought that was burning in
her brain, realised her mad desire to proclaim her right as a wife and
as an honourable mother.
Paul Stepaside loved his mother, and never more than then. All those
feelings of filial affection which had been aroused in his heart by the
remembrance of her sad story were intensified at that moment. Yes, she
was his mother, and she must have her rights. But if she had them?
That was the question, the supreme question. His desire for revenge
had lost its power now. A new motive force was at work, a new set of
circumstances clamoured for recognition.
Oh, what a muddle life was! Who could explain its mystery? Who could
unravel the entanglement?
The steps of the warder were heard in the corridor outside, and Paul
knew that his mother's visit must come to an end.
"What will you do? What will you do?" she asked.
"I must wait--I must think," was his reply. "Of course, you have told
nothing to anyone else?"
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